Have you ever felt as if all truths attention away before you?
Ever wanted forgiveness for someone to be happy?
you ever wanted ... better not to know the truth?
Have you ever loved someone so much as to mourn?
In two days, my vision changed, three 'echos', 'news' or whatever, I reached deep into the heart ...
few days ago I thought I could finally close an incomplete cycle had with him, now that may not be achieved, if ever, it hurt, I hurt and I ... I have not learned to forgive after all this time
And I think also it. Within months
never see him again ... and that cycle in my vida will always remain unfinished.
At the same time, a truth that I thought would always be so ... changed abruptly from second to second. Your playing the uniqueness of mom and dad was an honor for me ... to know that a half-brother poseeo lost there ... next to Dad.
Because I've never met my dad, but mom and still maintain contact. Naive
me to believe that mother had been the love of his life dad, stupid of me to be jealous of an infant who may have the love of her biological father.
and someday I hope to meet the baby, we have something in common ... No?
And maybe, someday ... Dad may know also. That ugly
the miss someone, even if not gone, but he will know within days, it sucks to know that will not return in a long time and when it does ... so changed that may not recognize ... nor you.
But uglier still is, realize that you do not want to leave, in an act of complete selfishness, and the silence that feeling that you do not know that it is wrong to express it, much less think, because I want too , someone who has supported in the last two years were going to other place to fulfill his destiny and your ... why are you crying alone rather than cheer.
Your heart hurts, but your mind knows what is best ... and only end up asking him not so quickly forget you ... and if the new location lfind someone willing to share his life forever, that you please invite to the wedding ... to know he is happy. Very happy.
I feel strange, hurt would be better to say ... wanted to deny me three truths that we ought to know
must have known that he would never forgive me or forgive me ...
must have known that Dad did not want to be alone ....
know that my friend had to seek their destiny ...
must have known ...
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