"But ... Were not you dead?"
of Tabora.
Prologue.
was barely half past four in the afternoon, the regulars had not yet arrived and the place, seen from the outside it looked like to two years. Two years, much time and so little.
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- "JENSEN!, Fuck guy, tell the missus to stop the barrel, if not called you five times in ten minutes you have not any."
Jensen looked at him surprised, Cass had left for twenty minutes at Stanford University because they needed to pick up some reports that the other had asked a colleague in another section. They cast lots for who was returning to the station, and bad luck that seemed to accompany him that day, it did not operate your mobile phone, Cass decided to stay outside watching the students and that would have to return to station. He had been to return as soon pick up the reports, so it was strange that Cass was so insistent.
- "Okay, you left a message?" - Saw a frown of Chad and added while making a gesture of apology .- "Okay, okay, and I call."
He went to his tableand within the mobile grouped Cass while reporting on the case they needed, I hope calm, but the call ended up getting cut, scored again but same thing happened. Puzzled, I look at the phone for several seconds, as if he thought the device would give an explanation and finally looked up and heading to Chad that he was smiling from his desk, then said something that any police hated to say.
- Alert all partner at risk. "
1
Jensen tumbled down on the couch in the apartment, he was exhausted, too tired because they just ate and slept, but above all he was lonely. To two months was killed in a Cassstupid accident when a delivery truck had run out of brakes on the Campus, Cass out of the car when the truck showed up carrying him forward. First
could not help smiling, remember that even gave a small laugh. Please!, Who died as a cartoon? Cass, it was clear that he was the one that I could pass this thing, but then the cruelty of what he saw made him react. The body was underneath the truck was his best friend, the shy boy son of immigrants who had accompanied him since high school, it was done because the police convinced him that could be life partners, the type that him visit seven furniture stores until she found a comfortable sofa,economic and combining with curtains, the same cute guy who smiled and joked in front of peers on the night "movidito" they had been. On the first day had caused the police to believe that they were a couple, a mistake that cost him much time to delete it, until last time all the police knew of Cass could be gay, but Jensen was very macho and they just ask the waitresses of the bars within a radius of three miles of the station.
lying if I said that Cass had never been suggested, but nothing had ever happened between them. Jensen laughs always rejected him, loved him, but not that way. And now, I had nothing, Cass would not return para mess with its "shoulders" to link or would joke saying that he had heard whispering his name as he had a wet dream. Cass had died. Dead.
Well, you were dreaming. From to about two weeks, had begun to dream of Cass. The first days were silly things, something related to school stories, the first guy to Cass, the first girl to Jensen and laughter when she told Cass, while fleeing from a heavy in the academy got into her bed ... But last night was different, Cass had spoken of his death, even reproached him not even to go to the funeral had put a decent tie combined with green eyes. Had aroused nervous, that coCass nversación was typical, but had not liked to hear him speak of his own death. After calming down, closed his eyes, hoping to get some sleep but failed to do so.
why I was so tired, so he leaned back and thought a nap, but then I listen.
- "Hey man, Are you really going to be a Friday night at home? Is it for me?, Uncle Jo, I really wanted!, Are you going to mourn?, "Dress in black, and you refuse to link? - Cass moved closer and sat on the edge of the sofa .-" Go , go, you know? You could have told me when he was alive, I would have taught what a good boy like me could do with a guy like you. "
- "I APETece out, out on a Friday without you no fun. Okay, I know it's like a normal Saturday, you went on your part and I for mine, but damn I miss you. " He saw the other boy smiled and added, seeing the coquettish wink the other .- "You are a pervert, I do know that in a good way, I loved, but not that way" .- Jensen had talked almost without realizing it without thinking about what it meant to be talking with Cass.
- "Yes, yes ... words. But I remember I was there, could not live without me, without my advice, and above all without looking at my ass wiggle around the apartment. " Cass comes close to stick to his side and remained there quietly for a few seconds, then raised a hand and stroked her rasposa cheek slowly put his hand on the lips of the blond. - "Listen, I'll miss, but there are more cute guys out there ... Ya, ya, "I'm not gay, okay, then you are bisexual, I know, the whole school knew it and the whole station knows ... Honey, the only one who does not recognize you. Do you really think that looked looked like the ass of the boys basketball team, or looked the other candidates in the academy, when we had to shower together? ".
Jensen tried to protest but had no chance with the soft fingers of the other resting on his lips.
- "NO, no, let me tell you the things that I could not tell you before. May "never" have had anything other chico, ha, ha ... I do not believe, but hey, let it go. Besides God knows I've tried many times!, But the time came that another will attract and the fall in love with you as a fool and you're not going to know how to react. And now, unfortunately, I will not be there to help, so just try not to hurt him. "
Jensen looked at him fascinated, first knew it was impossible that Cass was there speaking with him, but on the other hand, what he said was just what he would say, how to express themselves, to look at him, to touch. So I said nothing, just kept listening as she watched him recording in his head all the gestures typical Cass.
- "Hey, stop devour with the eyes, unfortunately,now you will not be able to try something with me, but you should go for a walk, I think you might meet someone important in the bar of Ellen, you know that is very close to the university and today is Guild night. Do not want you to stay alone, you need a handsome guy next to you, and how now I'm not ... Jensen is not, you should go, I have a hunch, you know "wisdom of an angel". "
Dean smiled at the last sentence and closed her eyes as she remembered a Cass of 18 disguised as an angel trying to flirt with a "supermacho rugby player, could not remember the amount bet but Cass had assured him that get to sleep with the player only talking seriously with him, without insinuating, only convincedtesting them with his wisdom, that sleeping with an angel like him, would bring luck for the next game. Jensen lost the bet, Cass got a wild night and the player ... nice never knew if you won or lost the next game.
opened his eyes expecting to see even smiling brown, but was found alone in the room, looked looking for him but he was not there. Cass never going to be there and began to think he was going crazy. 2
Jared looked inside the bar from the window overlooking the alley, from where he was not visible, so I could breathe easy for a few minutes. The "Harvelle's" seemed calm, there was no rioting groups of students or parejiTAS cuddly. Most were older guys, tough-looking but talking quiet, as if they were comfortable in that spot. I look toward the street and then decided I needed a place to protect up to decide how to go back to the fraternity, so with a sigh turned to the door.
Jensen was talking to Ellen about the gossip coming from the university there, the case in which they worked when Cass died, remained open and had no new tracks, so there was looking for any information I could get.
-"... that guy denounced the other, but never came to anything, the other was a child of potato and had many witnesses that was somewhere else when they attacked the boy, I thinkterm coming home. Then there's yours, who killed his girlfriend, nobody knew why he did and he always plead not guilty, but all evidence was against him so ...¡¡¡ But what the hell !!!".
Dean was leaning on the counter, listening to women talk, Ellen was the widow of a policeman and maintained many contacts with colleagues and informants from her husband, so she was always a good source of information. When Cass suggested in dreams to come see her, she knew she had to do it, she always had good blows on some cases.
was drinking a beer when Ellen was incorporated into the door looking stunned, that he reacted by releasing the bottle and removable to the cryof women. Dean had not stopped to think about what was happening behind him and did not know he could be when turning, gun in hand, to face whatever he was afraid of that form to Ellen, but certainly not expected to find a giant little boy dressed in a boxer and "painted in pink and with feathers?.
The laughter took just two seconds to explode all over the place, most of the regulars, were used to nights like this appeared a university for help, but the sight of this night would take too long to forget.
Jared could stand as the laughter, I knew that would happen, but knowing it easier not to have to continue standing there, waiting for thosetypes stop laughing. While this was happening tried to think of useful things to remember where he had left the room key, think if the small kit had something that would serve to disinfect the wounds on his feet or with tweezers had to try to get everything what should have stuck by her body after fleeing the stupid fraternity running through the park. The blows they had given him before fleeing was not worried, I was too used to being humiliated and beaten for being gay but any infected wounds in the feet or anywhere else if they could influence their practical classes.
Dean laughed for a while like everyone else, but something about the boy's expression made it sand feel uncomfortable, maybe it was that seemed resigned to what was happening, as if he were used. He just had been standing there, hoping that they all stop laughing.
- "Dean, here's a chance to meet the university from the inside, novice, innocent and gay as can be seen. Come on, Cass would be proud that you helped that guy. " Ellen whispered as he gently pushed it away from the bar.
did not know at what point he began to walk toward him, but when she stood beside him and watch him up close was when he realized how tall, young and innocent that really looked like, although that aspect resigned.
- "Hey, you look like you need help," I hear nu .-evas could not help but laugh and smile .- "I mean, underneath all that pink paint, are you okay?".
Sam was surprised to hear his deep voice so close, the truth is I had not seen him come and hear him now, all I could do was stare at some amazing green eyes while trying to decipher what type I was saying. But the new laughter made him tighten his jaw and look at him to stop ignoring him, pretty eyes, but apparently was eager to let other ridiculous.
For a moment, when those strange eyes were fixed on hers, Jensen forgot everything around him, but very little hard contact and when the boy was ignored as it recovered allNTID again.
When finally there was silence, Sam saw the woman behind the counter and walked slowly toward her.
- "Excuse me, I'm Jared Padalecki, study and live in Stanford. I wanted to know if I would use your service and then his phone to call a taxi. Well, obviously I have no money on me, but I can assure you that tomorrow will bring you what you deem appropriate for the inconvenience ...".
- "very quiet boy, I can let you use my bathroom, but I think you're going to solve your case much also call a taxi but none would take you to the university, not tonight and certainly not in your state ".
- "But I need to return y. .."
- "Ademas campus and is closed at this time, so you have to find a place to spend the night. "
Jensen had been watching the boy, tall, about 15 or 20 centimeters higher than the, thin but perfect and marked muscle, strong legs and an ass ... But what the hell! He shook his head as he scolded himself, What the hell was looking at her ass that kid? Determined, I walk up to stand beside the boy who then spoke with Ellen and she saw him approach it made him a little wink and dropped the boy would have to find a place to stay.
- "Hey, hey, just wanted to help" - said as she took the arm forcing him to look back.
- "Do not worry I'm a cop, Ellen know me, my name is Jensen and I can help you. "
Jared was surprised to see the guy next to him again, but something in the way they look at him made you decide to trust him, so I gave a small smile and accept the hand extended her blond.
- "I'm Jared and if I think I need some help ...".
could not help but smile softly at him looking down, I was sure that beneath that paint that covered most of his face and body had flushed.
- "Yeah, I could see it, but Ellen is right, now you can enter the campus in any way. Look I have a free sofa and a large bath house available, if you want to use. Tomorrow I can get closer to collegefirst time. " He saw a boy looking serious. - "Do not worry, I'm legit and I'm afraid the offer will be legal but you get over here."
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Jensen separated some soup while listening to the sound of the shower, had sought a tracksuit trousers and a shirt for the boy to get dressed and had left in his room with a disinfectant and bandages in order to heal the wounds of the feet. She felt uncomfortable by the lie that he had told tell that guy would have to sleep on the couch because, despite having another room, was his companion. The truth is that Cass's room was like when he was alive and Jared could sleep in the comfortable bed the other, but whiletraveled to his home had decided to put a few barriers, it would be nice to the guy all that was needed and a little more, but would not make it easy.
I was not sure because I had made that decision, perhaps out of nervousness that had begun to walk since he was standing in the middle of the bar, or maybe because when they came he had remembered the words of Cass in the dream. He is not gay and was never recognized anything, but Cass had always joked with him as if it were, as if he knew things about himself he did not know. And okay, there were times that he liked to look at another guy, but he had an apology, they were always perfect body types, muscular ... Hell, they were beautiful beings!, There was nothing wrongin looking at them. In addition, he also looked at the beautiful women.
listen as the shower kept ringing and sat around waiting for the microwave to heat also sounded a little meat for the boy. I had to think about how to deal with its future spy. Ellen had given a good idea, freshman, university and if he had to abide by the paint and feathers and sidelong glances that had been struck, gay.
could approach the boy as a friend, a guy you could tell if I needed anything, but that does not allow him to spend time moving around the university without attracting much attention. The best option was to take advantage of those looks. Well, the boy was young and since I had seen, underneath all that pintura had a beautiful body, very nice.
hear the sound of a door closed and let the air out slowly, ready to start the function, as the boy would act one way or the other.
Jared was nervous and sad, nervous because Jensen was a cop and did not know if it was required to declare what they had done and that could bring many problems with the fraternity. That was also the handsomest man I had ever seen. He had tried not to get him with his mouth open, but knew he had caught him looking at him several times during the trip. Jensen did not know if he was gay and would not dare to do something that will offend and also, if it were, could not tell if he liked.
also had failed to take off some stones or crystals of the wounds of the feet, so I needed the blond will help, and could not afford to offend him to take to the streets.
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Jensen dropped on the bed still feeling the pleasure traveling around your body, throughout his adult life was one of many blowjobs, but see Jared flushed, and his mouth to receive moving his tongue like that ... Damn! loved the guy made those noises of pleasure as he stroked at the same pace that acePTAB in your mouth.
closed his eyes as he often did, isolated from the other, I knew I was behaving like a real asshole, but needed to finish the investigation, Cass indirectly had died for her, so I had to close it for him. Now, after almost three weeks being the boyfriend Jared, could walk freely around the campus, and the best thing was, I did not have to act covertly, the buds of the fraternity knew him as the cop who rescued and Jared Rose fell in love the boy in the building of law bar, the waiters served him directly as he entered a cafe waiting for Jared finished the classes, and campus security service knew of him so that when they saw his approach impala camNtaba barrier without asking directly for accreditation. All were advantages, right?
Jared felt the body curl up beside him and could not bring you to embrace him as he slept. The boy was a charming, funny, intelligent, educated, handsome and with a body and death. He still remembered how it felt to see it appear in your kitchen the first night, he realized that Jared was fine, but when I enter the kitchen with a black shirt too tight, showing all his muscles and also black trousers, which Thin hips girded with a perfect ass ... Already, that, was very attractive, but what made him lose the north was that face, now free of paint. Maybe it was not as handsome as heor, Jensen was handsome and knew it was a fool to not admit it, but Jared's face was pretty, male and even though that child, with slanted eyes of an indefinable color, shy smile, at that time and dimpled cheeks.
directory is run out of breath all the air left his body suddenly and knew that having been raised would have fallen. Almost he could hear the laughter and the voice of Cass in her ear, encouraging him to embark on such thin lips that smiled shyly.
But it was the sound of the boy's voice that made him react to accept the plan he had outlined just a few minutes ago. After all, if I had to pretend to be gay at least you would with theGillen was to eat.
And here was in the room of a fraternity, hugging the boy's body more attractive than had the misfortune of knowing and trying to make sense to a case that had arisen from a simple comment from several police officers outside of a beers.
4
Gregg had been talking about a lawyer who had been hanging around his office, had refused to leave without talking to someone who would listen, until finally and after a call from "someone important" Gregg had been forced to listen politely. She represented the family of a major western ranching family, apparently the youngest son J. Davis, Stanford had been in a season, a period that ended when his former girlfriend was found dead. The girl had died from a beating and the boy's character was pretty aggressive, so they added two and two. Davis at all times denied that he had approached the girl that night, but the testimony of a college professor who recognized him leaving the fraternity she took him straight to jail, that, although the boy had presented witnesses, not very reliable for his alcoholic state. He had continued shouting to everyone that he was innocent and her parents had begun to spend huge amounts of money on lawyers that could help your child.
Amanda Clark was an expensive lawyer firm, the detective had seguido tracks the university had given them. Apparently the guy was really a night of drinking had beaten his girlfriend, she had forgiven him and in return, had agreed to teach a course on aggression and how to avoid. But some time after the girl had left him after an argument in the library, before many witnesses, two days after it appeared dead. The boy had told the lawyer that someone had wanted to blackmail photos of battered women leaving in his room demanding money for not reporting, the ignored despite the repeated attempts to blackmail three times as long as that the lawyer had told Gregg, until finally on March 14 the police dEspert in his room, accusing him of murdering his ex-girlfriend blows. At trial, his lawyer had not thought favorable to tell it, it sounded like a lie, and it did not have any evidence, and had always broken the photos and letters.
Gregg did not quite know how to act and I had too many cases at hand, so I had discussed with the group usually met Ellen at the bar. Gerry an older police had said that the campus used to be no cases of murder, were normal fights, theft, a violation ... and well clear, the violence unleashed by alcohol and sporting confrontations between different universities, perhaps because of this , recalled that by one year to two boys who were to put a denounceence of harassment. One was gay and went out for some time with the son of a prominent businessman, had left by mutual agreement but apparently "the boy's father" had begun to harass the other boy, accusing him of wanting to blackmail giving to disclose their relationship, which until then had been secret. He had resolved to visit the rich man, but a few months later when I finish the course, had been visited by the guy who complained, this time was to say goodbye and thank him for helping him, had finally decided to change university because, apparently the rich man had many friends that do not easily put it to go to school. The strange thing was that the boy had admitted wanting to extortionar ex-boyfriend and besides, he was sure that the boy was one of those, but the threat of blackmail if they had been real.
After those statements and Gerry Gregg, someone else had something on another blackmailing a teacher and I was pretty bored Cass began talking to tell the commissioner and take the investigation. The truth is that at that time were pretty quiet in the apartment, so two days after Commissioner Singer had provided a report on the murder of the girl and had given the green light to research by the university.
Cass had been he who had asked other departments any claim or complaint which had its origin in the university.I had called that morning to pick two other reports as they were bored, drew lots who would get them. That was the last time he saw Cass vivo. It was his efforts which he made to reopen the case of the girl, so I was willing to go in the end, Cass. Only for him. 5
Jared was upset, I knew that was the one who took the first step in their relationship with Jensen, was literally thrown into his arms, still amazed that a guy like he wanted to be by his side. Okay, I knew it was quite attractive, but Jensen was ... well he was spectacular, but larger, with an exciting profession and good in bed Good in bed ... ... that's exactly what I was upset.
It is not that it was not romantic but, to stroll, dine, visit the campus, meet new sites ... well, it was good to some extent, but, Damn!, Jensen appeared to prevent any rapprochement during the day, good kisses no, those were fine. Jensen's mouth was addictive and those lips. Well, that did not dream that those lips on his cock would be lying, but that had not happened yet.
had been touched, rubbed, and even the night before Jensen had run over his ass, but even he had penetrated, was limited to rub his entrance, gasping as the first made him run with his hand.
could not help feeling lost, Jensen was the first to speak, hadsaid that he liked a lot, but that was just a boy and he a man with a dangerous job and no time for a relationship. He had been so happy had jumped to devour those lips chasing him in a dream. Jensen was funny, charming, cared about everything around him, would find him in class or at the bar waiting for him when he delayed to be finishing some work. He had nearly finished making friends around the world and even a teacher had finished speaking with them while they ate something in the middle of campus bar. He was perfect, but ...
Vale, were adults, were supposed to have needs, but there were times that Jensen did not seem to feel no desire for it, while in his case,I could barely keep their hands away from the blonde.
- "Hey, cowboy! Jared
stop thinking about your relationship with Jensen when he heard the teacher's voice on Ezekiel actually did not give any kind, but Jared had come to his office sometime. The teacher taught at the Faculty of Psychology but offered his services as a psychologist for students on campus. Jared had come to his office at the beginning, when she felt overwhelmed by the other students for their sexual orientation, after he had left, but a few days ago had been found by a hallway and the man had asked her new boyfriend. Do not remember exactly as it had done in his office telling him everything related to Jensen, what faithliz and simultaneously, how bad he felt when the blond rejected his advances. He had been the one who told how to deal with the blond making him see that he too had to "get involved" in the relationship, which could not he just caressed him and made him blowjobs, Jensen could not remain with do not give anything change.
- "Hello Professor Ezekiel." He said smiling, but it was easy to see that it was a sad smile.
- "Oh, well. Are you okay?, Do not look very happy today. " She said as she took her arm and gently pushed to one side of the aisle. Jared
look still smiling the same way. After being asked for, but Jensen was involved in the relationship, but stillhad not reached sexual do anything that involved her mouth and kissing was not, and certainly no penetrations. Yet the relationship had improved, the proof was a good night they had spent together.
- "I'm fine it's just that ...."
- "Oh, what is it, right? I told you to try to improve the relationship, but only if you feel very secure to keep it. And tell you that the police were often violent. Does he do anything? - The man looked around and then looked at his watch .- "Look I have half an hour off, we talked for a while, go."
Jared looked at his watch, did not have class until within an hour, and Jensen was not going to pick up in two so maybe you could really talk to the psychoticOlog a while.
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Jensen finished putting his shirt into his pants and looked at the girl who smiled as he wore flirty sneakers. Did you just screw it to the end, Jared did not deserve what had happened, but was so used to flirt with girls to get information and then stay with them that had not been able to stop when she wink the eye and told him to follow him to the store. There had been more than sex, and God knowsneeded to get into a hot body, but had never been satisfactory. She had been very good warm up, her body was soft, squishy and had been very easy to take her up and fuck her against the wall. Had done this countless times with other women, but this time something went wrong.
- "Look at this ...."
- "Do not worry, I've seen with your" boyfriend "out there, he is very handsome, a waste of man, but better for me, although it is a pity that fool you as well. But that said, I win ".- He approached slowly and gently kiss her neck and then walk away. - "You know where to find me when you need real sex ...."
While looking out I could not stop thinking about Jared, how theirs kisses made him feel good and yet the last kiss that woman made him feel dirty. Slowly leaned on the wall and allowed to drain to a sitting position as he remembered the pained expression of brown when he tried to avoid approaches, when after cum not reciprocated the favor by letting it end on its own.
- "You're a fucking bastard, you know, right?".
not even opened his eyes, was limited to bury their heads in the arms he had resting on the knees. In a way this conversation was had been waiting, so I just made a noise of acceptance.
- "Fuck Jensen, and not for the research, I can go to hell, but, damn, isand boy you want. You know, you know that from the first time fell in love with you, and you ... just have given him a chance. "
was heard a loud noise of something falling to the ground and Jensen raised his head to find an angry looking Cass empty soda boxes.
- "I would do that with your head, so maybe you enter a bit of common sense. That kid could be the best thing that happened in your life and the first strips any opportunity. "
- "I'm not gay".
- "Fuck Jensen, even when going to deny! Look may not be yours, but then you are bisexual, I know ... I make that face! You know, I never understood because I've always refused, but I suppose qhat is time for you to confess something. " - Cass sat beside him, leaning his head on the wall, looking straight ahead.
- "Remember the camp of" Rio Culebra, "that time you were angry with me ...". Jensen
stopped looking at him as he recalled those days, those days had almost managed to forget .- "I will explain what was happening to me."
- "I know, you explained that you had felt uncomfortable knowing that I was gay. You know, I was so happy because we're my friend and I accept that I told you never saw. "
Jensen felt the blood drain from his body. - "What did you see?".
Cass smiled softly as he placed a hand on the lap of another.- "I had told you what James and you're got mad and left me alone in the tent to go with the group leader. I did not like sleeping alone and you wore two days without talking to me, but I thought that if I were sleeping when approached, maybe I could stay by your side and leave before they wake up. So I did, between on ...".
- "Do we see?".
sad Cass grimaced and nodded as she answered.
- "At that time, he got out of bed as you said that you knew the two forms, you should choose which you like better or just accept what I got." "Cass sighed and gave a small smile. - "You were naked in bed at that time I usedfantasize about you, your naked body, but tonight, you look just could not stop looking at your bag spread on the other side of the room, you should be in it, not that stupid bed. I've never understood why you slept with him and not me, but hey, maybe it was the best. "
- "Cass I ...".
- "Quiet, long ago stopped worrying about it. I could not sleep that night, but next day you came into the store and hugged me, told me that nothing would we parted while not trying to sleep with you, that it would spoil everything. And I agree, you were there again, to me, the rest I did not care. "
- "All this time you've known."
-I've never imported, it was your life, not if you like it or not, but over the years I've seen a lot of girls, but also I've seen guys look breathtaking. Look I know you've followed this case for me, but that guy is in love with you and are you going to do much damage. And not only so that girl, you're using and even Jensen Fuck you done a blowjob! I've been meeting a half hour aunt and do everything. But Jared barely able to caress you. "
Jensen had been watching his hands feeling really deserved all that Cass was saying. Saying?
Shit, Cass again!
6
Jared
left the "Harvelle's" not looking, I could not believe it would have been so stupid and the worst is that he had all the evidence before him. Jensen had never started anything, it was always him. If the blonde had never done anything but give a few kisses and now. Was just a game, a dust free and not even that. He knew that some hetero played that way with some gay, but never thought you could cheat and Jensen. Also was not only that, from the beginning all were lies, there was nobody at home to prevent them from being there, only had approached him to enter the campus and most of all, was not even gay.
Jared felt the tears beginning to spill over his eyes and began looking for a pAnuel, so he saw the car was going slowly down the street, just hear the brakes and hit the ground.
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for five days had not seen Jared and I missed the laughter of the boy, his dimples, how they embraced him, the feeling of being in his arms, talks about cartoons and racing around the campus in ending lying on the grass while watching dusk had what they had done during the day.
knew I had broken the retion with Jared and research, but was unable to continue cheating, it is that I was not lying about the things we talked about what he thought about what he had on his life, about how good it felt when they were together But everything had started badly, with lies. He still remembered the pained expression when he told Jared it was not gay and even had sex with a girl while they were supposed together. He had endured without collapsing confessed that he had used to enter the campus and investigate some cases, but was broken when told that.
not know what to expect when he decided to tell everything, but certainly never occurred to him to feelthat pain in the chest or the feeling of loneliness that even with the death of Cass had been so strong.
opened the apartment door and leave the mail on the table while he went to get a beer, then sat barefoot on the couch and leave to rest his head on the back Damn, I missed him!
Jared The night I let him, he drank himself drunk, Ellen let him sleep on the bar, but the next morning based machaco him well, at first knowing he had encouraged the boy to have a lid on the campus, But when he met Jared and his nature, made him his protégé. So it was not very happy as he had acted with him and why he had avoided going for the "Harvelle's,"did not feel very comfortable.
Although now that I thought, maybe Jared will continue going down the bar and if within a time there was, maybe I could see him, he had said he wanted to see him again, but if it was by chance ... He grunted as he sat, Jared and Ellen could not blame certainly would support him, or so he hoped.
is fixed on the charts and rose to get them, were two of the bank and no return he decided to leave for last, after all sure it was advertising.
"Police should lead by example ... you think your superiors if they discovered that not only you a fag shit, but, you busy yourself with the first fox that you find yourself and when you get tired of joderle, you busy yourself with blows to the boy. Poor student, maybe the next time you are out of hand, or we go to we, Who think to blame?.
Do you think that newspapers would be interested in your story?. Gather
$ 3000 and maybe the boy reaches the end of the entire course. You have until tomorrow when you'll hear from us. "
Jensen read a third time the letter, what the hell was that? Well it was clear what it was, but where they got the idea that Jared would hit? As soon as I read ran to the police station. Singer had begun to Chad, Chris and Steve to work with him and the first thing I had ordered was to search for Jared and bring in for questioning. NeNeed some know it was okay, but it also had to know who had spoken, and that, besides the girl in the cafeteria, which was also sent for, did not know who else knew that he had been misled.
6
was not hard to solve the case, the blackmailers not
hoped that he reacted well and also fast. The night I received the letter no one from his department went to sleep, not Jared nor the girl, but this just had to speak after listening to Jared.
Jared, despite what happened between the two, I agree that he was present at the interrogation, he still remembered the look of the boy, with the right side of his face bruised, and the same arm in itstrillo. When she saw him, closed his eyes in anguish, indeed it seemed as if someone had beaten. She had not heard Jared's accident, so it was a surprise to see the state it was.
was Steve who asked him gradually getting information, making Jensen realized the damage he had done to Jared, damage he had tried to mitigate talking to one of the teachers, a psychologist. J. Such Ezquiel had become cloth Jared tears during the time they were together, that already if Jensen did not like it, but there was something else, so I researched everything he could about the guy.
The bad experience of waking up at 5:00 to 1:00 SORPyielded guy and hold his outbursts to remind him stay at Stanford and the bad times that happened because of an old boyfriend was not so bad when the boy recognized Professor Ezekiel had been a good friend, help and support when her boyfriend I leave.
Talking with attorney Amanda Clark and confirm that the "good teacher" had supported the boy in jail, before and after his girlfriend died, only served to speed things up.
final knot in the rope to catch the professor Jared Ezekiel when innocently put it while talking to Cris said, laughing that "the poor Ezekiel had been a disappointment when she saw him after the accident and hug him and then tellthat Best was not that wild. " Jared said he had not made clear what the accident but had told him he had broken with Jensen after he cheated on her with a girl from college.
The evidence was circumstantial but Singer gave him permission to go for the teacher, therefore, at 8 am the good professor was found in his house with one of the degrees of the fraternity to belong Jared . The teacher refused to cooperate, but the student will sing all about Chad plan was put into drive.
It had all started when the boy began to use the services of psychologists, there began to tell on his friends in relationships with other kids, but for fear of their importantes families had to keep it secret. Ezekiel did not take long to convince the boy to get into her bed and then start a little blackmail. The first boy got out of hand because their "victim" claimed that his former partner was blaming him for blackmail, it made them better leave him alone and choose their next victim. The second attempt was made to a hetero couple, the girl had also had problems with her violent boyfriend on the couch of the kindly professor, but this time things they got out of hand, Davis does not want to pay and decided to step forward hitting the girl, the problem was that it passed and the girl died. But that did well, the following blackmail worked, because the rumor had spread betweens students that it was dangerous not to pay. Everything worked fine until they ran into Jared and his partner, psychologist erroneously assumed that police would be violent and had problems in the relationship, that was the beginning of the end. Jensen had never beaten his partner, the other mistake was recognized in the note that Jensen knew that Jared had been unfaithful.
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That had happened two years ago, after trying to resolve the case closer to Jared seeking his friendship, but the boy gave him no chance and at the bottom, I thought he did not deservea second chance with him. In addition, he was still very confused about what she thought she felt for the chestnut. By then he was lonely, well, it was only until Cass decided to "visit" and then, if he wanted to be alone, because this did not stop with the stupid annoy had been lost that way to Jay. But he was not sure of his feelings and see him from afar, without being able to go did not help.
At that time, at the police station received a request for an exchange of another of the southern region, go to Dallas meant being away from Stanford and Jared, and that Jensen was released with closed eyes, nothing tied and would be two years out of circulation.
Now was there again,before the "Harvelle's." Tomorrow would be surrendered to the police station where the kids would but first wanted to talk to Ellen, wanted to know if she knew anything about Jared. When he left, Jay was admitted to "Harvelle's" as a protégé of Ellen, so she would know where he was.
came slowly to monitor any changes inside the bar, but everything seemed like forever, even the same Ellen, surprised smiled from the bar seemed to be the same.
- "Hello Stranger, how long." He said as he placed a bottle of beer in front.
- "Hi Ellen, how are you?".
- "Well, two more years old, but still in the gap, I have not gone anywhere lately.
Jensen felt blushed recalling the argument he had with the woman when she said she was going for two years, then she accused him of fleeing to Jared and lacked the courage to deny it. Ellen had always been very straightforward and not dissembling over and ask for Jared.
- "He's still here?".
- "Sure, it's a good guy, one more than us."
- "Him ..?, OK?, Are you with someone?".
- "We do not mind, you do not care as it was two years ago, so why do you care like this now? And as to whether you have someone ... you should ask him. "
- "If I cared about."
- "So ought not go."
-But he would not let me get close, what did you do? ".
- "How about fighting for it?". Jensen
I look so sad as I left the bottle on the counter and got the money to pay.
- "did not even know if he wanted to fight for it. I did not know if I wanted a friend or a lover. " Jensen turned and began walking toward the door when words made him stop.
- "And now I know."
- "Yes, now I have very clear, but is not it help if I can now no longer have any chance to fix things." Answered before leaving the premises, so he could see the smile that adorned the face of the woman, nor escucho comment.
- "You'll have to play your cards well, but maybe you have your chance."
7
Jensen dropped his head on the table, gently tapping it had been two weeks since returning from two weeks in which barely had time to rest. Singer was reportedly so excited about his work in Dallas that had been placed in case after case, just take turns co-workers. But that was not the worst, the surprise had to ask for Steve, this had been transferred to the department and district attorney and who had gone to see the second day after his return. And there had been the surprise of his life to meet uJared dressed n went in the direction of the court in the company of Attorney and Steve.
know that Jared was one of the best in class was not new, but knowing him, without finishing the race, had been chosen among all students to work in the department of the prosecutor as an apprentice was a pleasant surprise one that made him feel proud of Jay. Jared proud of that not even he had looked when they crossed.
look at the clock and found that their turn had finally finished, now could go for a swim and watch a movie lying on the couch.
- "Yeah," And what else? The first Friday you're free and you are staying at home. "
- "Cass Shit!, AlsoI'll leave little quiet here. "
- "Hey do not say bad words, we can not hear the angels."
- "Yeah, the angels, if you were a real one would be around doing good deeds, not giving me the can to me."
- "And who told you I'm not doing a good deed?".
- "Damn Cass that ...".
- "Oh, shut up!, Look you're going to go home but to eat something, take a shower and change you, and then when you are presentable, you will go to see Ellen and others." Jensen
simply got up and went, and was accustomed to obey Cass, not worth arguing with him, was not good for your health. While driving
Cass thought to house, good at what happened to him. The truth is that had passed through many stages, had ignored him, accepted and denied, but he was there, appearing where they wanted and reviewing everything.
At first I thought they were just dreams, but when she began appearing on sites that Cass had never been, just accept it and would not think too much. He was also right when he was involved in the relationship with Jared and the case of campus, so do not think much of the fact that her dead companion to follow his hand.
But Dallas had much time to think, even one night I met a psychologist "very nice" that between tumble and tumble, had told him what happensed, she said she probably dreamed of his dead friend (he only talks about dreams) because he had left an unfinished agenda with him. After confessing that his friend was gay and lived together since leaving the institute, she suggested that maybe I should rethink their sexual tastes, to be bisexual, there was nothing wrong and that it gave him more chances of finding someone special. Then he suggested that it should concentrate on his friend and talk to him as if he were still alive and then I could accept and confess that he had been attracted by him.
Jensen did, talk to Cass that morning in the car, back home. This smiled, blew a kiss and told him "I know, but I'm not here for that."After that decided not to see the girl, but she was not someone one night, it meant nothing and he did not want him to ask his friend or his sexuality.
After that, decided to admit he was attracted by some guys, but go you to know because now he had decided to do something about it, none seemed loud enough or did not have slanted eyes, or not laughing dimpled, or have a too definite eye color, or ... were not Jared.
And then it happened, at some point during these two years agree that the chestnut was in love and because of their stupidity, had probably lost the only chance for happiness.
As Cass hadordered, ate, showered, dressed and left after the deceased is given the nod in the end she felt like it had got out and who knows, maybe she saw the brown.
had to leave the car a bit away from the bar, which surprised him on Friday the bar used to bring former policemen and others like him out of turn and passed by for a chat with colleagues, but did not remember there were so many cars. But when I realized something else, okay, the place was full, but not only of people had expected, there were also some groups of children, and to his surprise, some of them were familiar. To see a banner reading "Happy Birthday", I explain everything that is not understood,but, seeing that I leave more surprised he did not remember any time that Ellen had left the bar to celebrate a birthday.
- "Hey, the important guy has arrived!". Jensen
quickly turned to hear the voice of Chad too close to hers, apparently came to leave his jacket in the closet and accidentally he had gone on their way to the bar.
- "Cut it out man. So here you were all hidden, often expensive and I did not know! Furthermore, as the "important" as you say I currado all cases since I came back. " Chad
he grimaced and continued talking as they walked toward the bar. - "Well someone had to punish you go and leave us without your strong protess. "
Jensen made a gesture with his finger while drinking beer that a blonde girl extended her from the bar.
- "Hey Jensen". The blonde winked as he gave another beer to Chad that directly the ogling.
I look for a few seconds while I take Chad to pull the arm closer to the girl and then kiss on the lips. Then he saw the small scar on his cheek.
- "Jo", but, when will you come back?, And most of this cocoon Why is kissing you? I could hardly believe that Ellen's daughter had changed in the three years to have not seen.
- "Well, go back a year and half ago, mom and I work with msteps as a consultant and is on this Neanderthal, well, he told me that you were already caught so I had no choice but to stay with him. " Jensen smiled
the so sexy, she had always been a bit crazed. - "And you believed him?". I expected a flirtatious smile or a wink, but the gesture seriously when I reply.
- "No, he did not believe him."
He looked surprised, but could not react to the arrival of Ellen.
- "Hey Jensen, I did not know if you'd come today."
- "Well, it's the first Friday that I can go since I came back." - Saw a wave of discontent in the face of the woman, but did not know he had done to deserve it, so I asked the first thing you vinor mind. - "I did not know that now rent the bar to celebrate birthdays of students." Ellen
look with a straight face and replied as he looked at some point behind Jensen. - "I do not, is the birthday of someone very dear to me."
- "What, ah come on," The Jo? ... No wait, that was in January, and yours .... " But he could not continue talking and that Ellen was separated from the bar as he looked angry.
- "Leave her alone, let it apparently was not even important enough to remember him. Jared's birthday. That's what we're celebrating. "
Jensen felt the air leave her body to remember, today was July 19, how I had not remembered?
- "He is not here."
- "Of course we are here, invited all their friends to come" .- He nodded while looking across the room .- "Oh yeah, look, next to Johnson!".
Jensen turned the whole body feeling tense while looking the picture of the boy who had only seen once since returning.
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