The LJ cut me, so if someone has made it to here ... CHAPTER 6
When he reached his room, Jensen lay on the bed. He was physically and mentally exhausted. It was not supposed to work last night, but her boss had called him late, so had not slept all night. Had not cared to do so, because, although I had the interview the next day, I was pretty confident, knew that his project was good and hoped to convince interviewers that he was what they wanted. But now nothing made sense, had dreamed of working in this study and to leave behind all his life, but apparently have to wait for another chanceopportunity.
closed his eyes thinking about Sam, no ... in Jared. In Mr. Padalecki.
Jared Padalecki, the heir to the best study of architecture in the city, the youngest entrepreneur and a future promise in the world of buildings. The same confused guy who knew a few years ago, the only one I got carried away, giving in each stroke, making love as he had always wanted to do and to do so. The same who left him in his bed without a word.
stood up, feeling the anguish he was starting to pant, could have an anxiety attack, was sufficiently poor to afford these things, so I decided to try to get some sleep. Now he was glad not to have tograss Italian restaurant where he worked weekends, wake up just in time for work.
Jared watched amazed the apartment building that was the address given in the report that the chief of staff had made about Jensen after selected for interview. He had never looked at this report and had lost several hours looking for the blond in the direction he had put into the curriculum. There had been informed that Jensen had lived there until six or seven months ago, when the tenant with the blonde took a trip lived. Knowing that the fair had been living with another guy had left a sinking feeling in the body, but decided to ignorerarla, Jensen was now alone, or so I wanted to believe, so I thought to search and clarify things with him.
looked at the aspect of the environment: it was not the worst neighborhood in the city, but if one of the most humble, and people who lived in it not working exactly as described, quite the opposite. Understood why the blond had not put this address in the curriculum. Their situation must be pretty bad if I had to live in one of these apartments.
took about half an hour trying to find Jensen's apartment, but had not been able to find even a mailbox on your behalf. Had asked several people, but none had managed to answer, so I started thinking that he vived there. Then he saw an older woman came in with a bag and decided to describe to Jensen, so he asked if he knew a very handsome blond boy, a student and always had very large notebooks. Their amazement knew no bounds when, in fact, he did live there in a room on the top floor.
Jensen left the shower and dried slowly. He had hardly slept, and when he got it he had dreamed the night Sam and the boat, only this time Sam-Jared itself had fired him. He had done, saying that "it was a good fuck, but I would not hire him because it was only a waiter without a title, and that of surveyor did not count because there was no bar design. After that, she did not sleep, so tired of spinning, decided to go and shower, hopefully at that time there was no one occupying the shower. When he finished shaving adjusted the robe and walked toward his room. Would be dressed and made the restaurant, maybe I could get something to eat before you start your turn.
just choose the clothes that would be when someone knocked on the door. Surprised, because no one used to visit, opened. Do not know who to expect, but certainly did not expect the impressive Mr. Padalecki. Jared
finished climbing the stairs when he saw the figure in a bathrobe away down the hall. At the time he was recognized, but the situation left him baffled tace. Never have a chance with the blonde if it did not say what happened on the boat, so I took a step, entering the small room and forced to retreat Jensen.
- "Hi, Jen."
Jensen, meanwhile, did not know what to think. At the door of his room was miserable Jared Padalecki, with his impeccable suit and expensive shoes, the man they had been willing to do anything to work with him. No, he's not in your company, that is. By working in his studio would have done anything, but he would not hire him, he was sure, he just remembered he was a mere bartender who had taken a tumble, so did not understand that over there in your room. When he heard his vo.- "They spoiled it all, but I was scared ... Please talk to me. " Jensen
away everything I could, it seemed to be reliving the last night. Sam was not afraid for the same reason, but it was in other respects. He made her feel things I never felt for another man, and those feelings had done much harm the other time. - "Sorry, as I said," I do not know ... 'd better go. "
- "Damn, Jen! I will not go, I need to talk to you. I looked for a long time and now that I've found, I will not miss the opportunity to clarify things, ".- He tried to calm down to see the serious face of the blond, and she closed her eyes and did the first thing that happened. - "OK, dices do not know me, well ... My name is Jared Padalecki, but once lied to someone important to me, saying I called Sam. You can call me any way you like, but talk to me, I assure you I'm happy to talk with you. "
Jensen looked at him seriously, did not know how to deal with this S-Jared was in the middle of her ramshackle room ready to talk to him. Then he remembered his project and what types of interview they said, seemed very excited about their idea, that made him suspicious.
- "Why are you here?".
- "I told you, I need to talk to you about what happened between us" .- He took the blond seemed distracted to come and take your shoulders.- "I knew I was doing silly when I go that way, but ... Look, can we sit and talk slower? ".
We observed for a few seconds and ended with a nod, then, with it, pointed out the bed. But Jared did not let go, just took him by the arm, causing him to sit sideways on the bed, doing the same thing in front of the blond.
- "What I told the boat was true, had a girlfriend, but she ended leaving me and accusing me of being gay. I did not know, never had a relationship with a boy or girl before, but my mother told me the same, so I gave the ticket. The truth is that I went to the adventure and knew that was going to meet, I assumed that maybe somesex with a guy, sex clarify matters for me, so I was willing to accept what happened. And what happened is you showed your ".- For a moment stopped talking and, like I could not help it, raised his hand and stroked her cheek gently.
- "The first time I saw you were in the pool. This guy, Tom was called, was bothering. At first I saw you, but then you woke up and I could not stop looking at you, you came a moment and tell me about where you worked. I could not stop thinking about you, and when at night you saw in the coffee ... I could not help looking at you, you were perfect, handsome, intelligent, you understood me, we agreed on many things ... I could hardly believe it was real and, then, is not what happened, but you fuiste angry and I ... well, I drank the rest of the night. I guess you could say you're to blame for my first drunken "said .- He finished with a wink.
- "Hey, you can not blame me for something that I had nothing to do."
- "Do not worry, it was a prank. I was the fool, you're not forced me to do nothing ".- He was silent for a few seconds and then resumed his narration .-" The next night was going to get you, wanted to clarify what had happened, but someone invited me one of the clubs, there ... I met a good guy, drank y. .. Well, I realized that if he was gay. Then when I went to find you, I met Tom and his friends y. .. Well, when I got out I saw your work with otro man. He was older and he kept his hand and you get you laughed ... I could not help, so I followed him to his room. "
CHAPTER 7
Jared got up and walked away as if he needed to separate from Jensen, as if he felt hurt by the blond, who watched him in silence, remembering all the things he had felt while Jared.
- "You had no right, there was nothing between you and me, but I hurt, I felt betrayed, and the funny thing is that really there was nothing that was not feeling well. I ended up drinking and taking things ... Well, I did more to drink that night. There are still things I do not remember very well, but I think, beyond that, I had to fuck me allblondes that were left. Not that I'm proud, but I did it with everyone who reminded me of you ... This I have been recalling the time, but some things never turn my head, for example, do not know how I spent the last day, but I remember the night. That I could never forget. "
Amid the last paragraph, Jared had been leaning against the wall facing the ground, but now raised his head, looking into his eyes as he spoke.
- "I know I was about to do something horrible that I hurt you at some point, but I also know you who know how to handle the situation and that made him the best night of my life" .- He sighed and I keep looking at him, focusing on the ground again .- "When I woke up from aave so remembered everything, how I was cornered and about to force you ... Damn, I wanted as I was about to rape you! ".
- "But you did not."
- "Because you prevent it, returning the situation to your favor, do not think I do not know, so I knew that morning. I think that was one of the reasons why I left, I felt guilty, I still feel. You were kind to me, I wish y. .. "
-" S-Jared, nothing happened, nothing would have happened were it not that you left, you left me like a whore. Damn you! You know how I felt? How I felt all this time? Not even with a normal relationship ... are always three and not two ".- Jensen said the last sentence in lowbut Jared listened.
- "Three?".
I looked and knew it was time to put everything on the table, he had sought and was now there, willing to listen, and tell God I thought what I thought. - "Yes, three. Apparently you are not the only one who has not forgotten. When did you knew I liked you, is adorable with all the confusion that drag, but also, for that matter, were dangerous, so I wanted to get away from you. In my view you were just a confused child, directed by her mother, a child who does not know what I wanted. An adorable child and dangerous ".- He stopped and stood up to push higher towards the bed, now speak it .-" I liked a lot, but I knew you'd bea problem. Still, you wait for the second day, but you did not show up either day or night. John was a good guy, and we knew of another bar where I worked, y. .. well, it was always crazy about me, I think it still is ... I waited, only we'd gone and I had spoken, I ... but never arrived. He was there and I needed someone to hug me. I wanted was you, I knew it would be a problem, was willing to risk ... but never showed. " "He stopped and walked toward the small window, looking out for her as she kept talking .-" When I saw you last night with those guys, it hurt. If you were with them was because you were in the same way and the truth is that they were jerks. I assumed that was forgettingyou definitely. But then you look for me. " He turned to face him, "You scared me a little, did not seem the same guy I had known, stank of alcohol y. .. I think you'd gotten something else. "
- "I do not know, my mother, well, when we talked about what happened ... think that's why I do not remember things, maybe Tom gave me something I do not know. "
- "You speak? Does your mother know what happened? ".
wincing Jared smiled .- "Yes, she knows what I did, I was knackered so, by the way I left, so she did not stop until I told him what happened to you. She agreed that I was a bastard to use you that way. "
- "Oh, I que after all your mother's going down well. "
- "She will love you if you let it, of course."
- "Do not take anything for granted, cowboy, still do not know if you deserve something that I could give you" .- Jensen looked out the window getting serious .- "You scared me, but it is also true that I wanted be with you. I did not want just sex, I never liked that option but ... is what gives you most, and there are times when you need off your chest and give you a hug. When I saw that you could change things ... I did and I gave you everything I was looking for another man. I do not know if you feel something, but it was not just sex. You seemed to have gained much experience in this field in just two days, but none of them made you lover, I'm sure. I wanted you to see the difference, but apparently was not a good teacher. We did it three times and I thought you understood, you would know to expect me, but I was wrong. " He saw Brown's gesture and shook his head .- "I did not need an awakening with flowers or jewelry, even breakfast in bed, I would have settled for a kiss and a warm farewell. But you did not give me any choice. "
- "I'm so sorry, I was wrong and I paid far, I've been searching all this time. I've never done it again, love, I say. I've been with many men, but sex has always been, and did not want to lose your memories ".- He got up and walked to the blonde, who looked calm from the window.
- "SE lived with an uncle until recently. Not look at me, before I came here I went to the other address that appeared on your resume. I'm not judging, I pod ... "
-" It was John ... the type of boat ".- saw the look of surprise on the other and began to explain .-" We were more times, until a year and half ago or so, we are in the street. I was looking for a house, he had paid college tuition and hardly had pasta for an apartment. He invited me to live with him, first as friends, but he always wanted something more than myself, something I could never give ... He came often traveling for days, even months, so together we lasted longer, but finally had to go, I could not give him what he wanted,yes I looked for something I could afford and here I am. For now all I can afford, thinking that it would charge in ... in your company ... It was a mistake, I knew when I looked, never give me the job, right? ".
- "If you had not run out this morning would have known that the post was yours since I saw your project. Damn, Jen! You're great, your ideas, how to project the cover ... Damn, Jen, if I take you to the company, my own employees are going to throw me and my grandfather, I'm sure going to disinherit me, not to nominate my mother, sure that this time I layer.
- "Are you saying I'm hired?".
- "Yes, it is what you want, but be warned: Ito burden, to harass, to give me a chance. I will let anyone, the works council, trade unions, lawyers for the company, all so they know what I'm doing. I need and I can not lose again. "
- "Wall, you're crazy, I do not know" .- He tried to calm himself, could not be true, I was dreaming of a fairy tale with a prince, and eventually wake up in his little room, longing for the boy she met.
- "What little I know once served to fall in love, do you think that if I know more I will run away from you? With what it cost me meet again, do you think I'm going to risk losing you again?
CHAPTER 8 Jared looked
the window of the cabin, well, not a window was actually a "door balcony overlooking the ocean," as they called in the pamphlet in his hand and described the room. This time Sherry had passed, the room was too big for one person and an excessive luxury. I knew she was worried about the situation with Jensen, but although she had observed what had happened with the blond in the past and had not attempted to influence the coexistence between them in the studio, now seemed to have forgotten his love of it because if not, how it was explained that he had kidnapped and forced to take a little vacation away from the rookie of the study? That
weekend break out aboard "The Queenof the seas "did not know and understand, but perhaps his mother was asking him to pass page because Jensen had refused to have anything with him. He wanted to prove he was there because it was worth for the job, not because "the boy's head."
sighed while looking for his bathing suit. Not that I think of finding a possible link, but would have to pass the time somehow, so I start to lose time in the pool watching the guys who were there.
like last time, looked around and found an empty hammock, so he laid down, and that's when he realized he was more or less the same place as last time. He looked around and saw a body lying a few yards of him wasa tall, muscular form, for him, perfect, topped with a small short that showed a gilded skin soft as it suited him and made him bite his fingers caress of desire. Observed his face covered with a towel, not allowed to see any feature, and allowed to fantasize about the unknown for a few minutes, you could come and talk to him, inviting him to dinner ... Surprised, she turned not to see the guy in the hammock and walk up to the bar to order a drink. Drinking and realized that long ago that did not look any man in this way, none that was not Jensen. He closed his eyes for a moment, wanted to return to the past, when he saw Jensen lying on the same site, bringing the same type of swimsuit, the samecolor and looking just as appetizing ......¡¡ What the hell!
opened his eyes and turned looking for the guy in the hammock, but it was not there. Then she felt him move his hand and turning the head, was found with huge green eyes that looked serious Jensen.
- "You know, Sherry every day I admire more, do not know if angry or ignore the fact that she was the one that changed my schedule to force me to bring planes to a prospect who traveled on this ship, making sure to solve it before the ship sailed. "
Jared looked at him devouring his image, but still listening to what he was saying.
- "Jen ?....¿ was you? The one on the hammock was you ...!" CHTML
XC Jared could not keep the smile crossed his lips, he loved his mother as well as the serious blonde looked at him making him feel guilty of something that had not blame .- "Well, if she has sent here to talk to a prospective client, you have to do it. "
- "Nope, the client, apparently, called and canceled the interview, but I got the news until the ship had already sailed. If they had told me earlier, he could have gone home, but now I have to stay here throughout the trip ".- said, pouting .-" And no clothes to change into, because I could buy a bathing suit and the captain has given me a promotional shirt. "
- "Well, coincidentally, I alsotoy here helplessly, so we could ...."- got up, stood in front of the blond, who looked fun .- "Hello, my name is Jared and I'm at your feet." Jensen
him with a small smile, could not help it, I knew I had fallen into a trap, but the truth is he was tired of rejecting the advances of Jared.
When you notice that Jared felt "harassed at work", he knew it would be difficult, had not been able to forget when they saw it, so I see him every day and cut their progress would be crazy. And it had been, Jared had not given her break, inviting him to breakfast, lunch and dinner, she looked in her new apartment, anything needed s Jared got itcaring in their rejections ... The truth would have been a torture if it was someone else, but it was Jared and he was in love with the giant. That is why it was so difficult.
At the time he lived with John, he sometimes said he was in love with an ideal that had never really known the real Sam, because, as Jen had told him, were only together for a weekend . But he discovered that Jared was all he had thought and more. Intelligent, hardworking as they come, good companion, friendly, polite, playful, affectionate, stubborn, tenacious ... So, despite how heavy it was and sometimes the anger that caused him to your invitations, every day was more in love. I could notavoid and he was tired of rejecting.
When Sherry told him planes had to deliver on that boat refused. I did not want to go back there, even for a few hours, but she gave no option to refuse.
When I saw that the hour of sailing and Mr. Westinton not appear began to get nervous.
When he saw as the boat was leaving the port became hysterical.
When the captain informed him that his appointment had warned that it could not come, he replied that he had no ticket or clothes.
knew something was wrong but did not know what it was.
The captain had been "very friendly" understanding their situation, and of giving him some T-shirtsreciéndole his cabin and bed. Cabin and captain who could fled to time, taking refuge in a ship's pools. It was there, to see Jared, realized what had happened: SHERRY.
At first I knew what to do and only managed to cover her face, but I was so used to feeling his eyes he knew that Jared had seen. Then I decided, no more hiding, had shown that caliber, that was not protected by the owner, so now was to find the man he wanted.
got up and saw him from behind, so he went slowly, but when I reached him he turned around without seeing him for a few seconds, but then turned and looked at him in amazement. Then he knew it was her moment, this time he would have the first word.
- "You know, Sherry every day I most admire, I do not know if you get angry or ignore the fact that it was she who changed the calendar to force me to bring planes to a prospect who traveled on this ship, making sure to solve it before the ship sailed. "
felt devouring eyes and decided to get serious while Jared stuttered, but when she saw the giant dimples could only explain their presence on the boat in a serious way. After flirting began to brown. He assumed it would cost a bit closer to wall, but when he joined a few seconds to occur, knew he had his second chance and this time did not think to pass up.
- "Hi, Jensen and since I have no cabin, I would be interested in spending all weekend in your own." He saw how the face of joy began to show Jared stiffen and knew what was happening, so I just went and passing his arms through the neck of Wall, said: - "Actually, I'd be interested in going out, enter , work, breakfast, lunch, dinner, live, sleep and, above all, make love to you, do you think I have any chance? ". Jared
his arms around Jensen's waist as he stared at her. Know why the blonde had been refusing to engage with him and had been waiting patiently, well, more or less. If Jensen had now decided to giver the decisive step, he would not be left behind, so I approached her mouth lowest ear and whispered as she hugged:
- "I promise that if you go into that cabin, you're going to leave me in all your life, because I swear that I will not ever leave. "
Jensen just smiled as he let go and he took her hand to start walking.
- "And you say that cover is your cabin?" End
"The Queen of the Sea" followed by their gay cruises for a long time, used to repeat customers Adventure cruising looking to find easy, some for years, but Jensen and Jared nunca returned. They never sailed for pleasure, but the two times I rode him find love. Curious
to go with the same person in two trips. They spend the rest of their lives with that person ... maybe it was Destiny?.
Noppppp was the magic of the boat, which only works with those seeking true love.
LJ I edited because I remove the chapter 6 which is supposed to came out at the other input. Sorry. Besos. Tabora
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