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Polycystic Ovaries More Condition_symptoms Back on the road

When I had the episode of Supernatural in my hands, I realized I could not see, I was terrified. Wait

so desire the return of my guys, but god I shook hands as serious, if they would be upset if Lisa would die, or if Sam would be different, I wanted to asked her to remarry together (they were all medium sheep eyes die with one another, that have been missed as you can not describe).

took two days to see the episode of Supernatural.

But Sammy Dean clouded my sight, and that for a moment thought that Dean was going to hit and all fury and you know Dean. And the hug was more .. softer than expecteday more desperate, and were only two of them again and I melted.

I do not mind the plot behind the Campbell family, all I could see was SamandDean DeanandSam, and it was perfect, and Lisa can run her over a black car (very similar to Sam) or stay and live eternally with Bobby, I care, just off-screen love her and my kids back to the road.

Those last minutes of Sam and Dean, where Sam asks him to return to the road as to what Sammy, Dean so different from when it was his turn. God rogue by PuppyEyes. When he confesses that lost part of his humanity and Dean tries to give the impala and rejects it, GOD! Painful! I can not believe he has left to go.

only thing that consoles me is thatget back together and marry together, and turn to the family business.

again be SAMANDDEAN & DEANANDSAM

Genital Acne More Condition_symptoms August 2010

Updating this post with an important note.

I live in Guadalajara, Mexico. I am well and improving.

'm taking a sabbatical from the race.

I will improve my health, lose weight, learn more about life and reality.

Show details for allies in another future post.

Rabbit Watering System Plan "....¿ BUT WERE NOT DEAD?. CONT.

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had spent about an hour and Jensen had not stopped drinking while watching Jared, the boy came back to wear as usual, nothing of the elegant suit that had seen him in the prosecution. Nor was anything in the rose that strange boy came into the bar the first time, all the regulars seemed to know and bear with resignation the laughter and jokes that accompanied students to brown. Well if there was something, how to ignore.

Because that is what had happened when Ellen pointed it and saw him, almost as soon as Jared's eyes were pinned to his for a few seconds, but then turned to ignore it. That had hurt, did not know I expected to see him, but certainly not that ignorara that way.


- "You're not going to solve anything and, well, if you want to fix something, do I want?"

Jensen looked at the young blonde at his side and sighed as he turned to look at Brown for a second.

- "Do you know much?".

- "Well, it became customary for some time that when you disappeared I started coming here almost every day and simply adopted mother."

- "Do you know if ... if anyone? ". Jensen had been moved from group to group and talk to many people, but seemed to always return to the group of his fellow traitors. At that time was joking with Cris, while Chad extended her another beer.

Jo looked up at the same spot and made a face, I knew that sooner or later it would happen and the bad impression that Jensen is going to take.

- "Look at that, you should questions ... Oh no ... "

Jensen was looking at the blonde, but when she stopped talking to the group looked at Jared, and then I saw Steve taking advantage of Jared was sitting, was used to encircle with his arms embracing Brown, while he said something to him.

He knew it was not true, but suddenly it was as if everything is blurring, he could only see the image of the two embraced and even the sound of breaking bottle dropped him react. Jo was

you cry while you pushed para to react .- "Jensen, listen to me, that does not ...".- But he could not continue speaking when the girl shouted the group that had reacted Jared was watching and now Jared's eyes were fixed on the Jensen.

Jensen could not see what was in those eyes, but saw the boy blush when Steve, who had often turned his head holding him holding his chin to tell you something.

endured No more ignoring the blonde turned and left the bar.



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Jared salior shower thinking Jensen, since this was back could not stop thinking about the blond, it was something stupid on their part, after all, he had used and used to do their job. It was not silly, or, who knows, the fact is that Jensen had liked since I first saw him, although his first impression was that it was another stupid laughing at him, but then when I bring her home ... it had hung when he saw that smile of apology to let the clothes, of course it was, was just his size. I could still remember the butterflies in your stomach when taking the clothes, her fingers touched. I knew at that moment, I wanted him, wanted the blonde in his life.

let out a groan whilebegan to dry your hair with a towel, Jensen could have been a serial murderer and had followed a crush on him. Recognized that it was he who forced the relationship, Jensen until he was released to kiss never tried anything, I had always been the perfect good friend and may even have gone through a kind of elder brother. Yes, he knows that spoil it all, but is that Jensen was driving him crazy with her big eyes looking at him as if he were the center of his universe, as if he wished and fuck! He was not stone.

Jensen dreamed many times, sometimes with things they had done, other situations that would like to live, but almost always end the name of the blonde moaning while running staining the sheets. And it is quand, despite the time that had happened and how bad it happened to him that Jensen still loved him and wanted.

worst thing was that it was past puberty to time, so having such dreams, which made him have to change the sheets every day, it was a little embarrassing. But had accepted it would be the only way to Jensen, in his sleep. The only thing stranger of her dreams was that he felt secure and at times he seemed to see another kind for a few seconds, one with an old raincoat who smiled as he winked and then disappeared.


began to dress as she remembered how it felt last night with Jensen, dining at "Harvelle's." Jensen was very serious and fromthe first time he realized that something was wrong. Just remember the exact words of Jensen, just recorded a kind of mindset, "I needed to use you-if-wanted-no fool-not gay" and the last phrase I hear before you turn around and go "... I slept with her because I needed to clarify, distinguish between his feelings for a woman and her feelings for you .... "

never knew if he had continued to speak, or if I try to stop him, because, after the coup woke up in the hospital alone. Then came the madness of the detention, interrogation and trial. A Jensen saw him in a questioning and when present in college a few times, but he ignored them all. When he tried to react and try to achieve orexplanation work, Jensen was gone.

While waiting out the coffee, I remembered how bad that had happened at first feel stupid for being deceived yet missing him. The worst part was I remembered gestures, looks and a lot of things that made him doubt that the blonde did not really feel anything, but never had the opportunity to clear things up with Jensen, as first I avoid him in every possible way and then, when he wanted to find him, he was gone.

look at the clock and decided to leave home and, for three days had seen jogging Jensen get to the station, that he had made up early the next two days to see him, but was two minutes and from afar. But yesterday thereche, had decided she wanted to talk to the blond and also had the perfect excuse.


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Jensen had begun in Dallas to run in the mornings as a way to keep fit, so every day you get up half hour before, had the car to the police, ran an hour and arrived in time to shower in the locker room and some breakfast.

had returned and was taking a shower when I thought I heard the door of the locker room, but she took little notice, it was normal that kids began to arrive. But what was not expected was to see Jared sitting next to her bag of clothes.

- "Good morning." Jared Jensen spoke when he saw the finished dryhead and went to dress, only spoke when he realized that Jensen was about to discover and did not know if the blonde would accept rather than eat it with your eyes. But the image of naked blonde was sure to be in your dreams for the next eighty or ninety years

- "... days" .- Jensen was too confused to answer with some sense. The truth was out tying the towel around his waist and meet the vision of Brown wearing a navy blue suit that fit him like a glove was something that was not used to seeing every day.

Jared blushed when he saw the look she threw the blonde but assumed that he had not discovered him spying on and assumed that at that time of the maana was not something that Jensen might expect.

- "I ... I saw a few days ago and today I decided to speak ".- He saw the puzzled look and smiled softly .-" Now, I know I said I never wanted to see you but, well, your not out and then disappeared and Ellen believe that ...".

Jensen looked at him astonished, when he saw him blush realized I should be devouring with his eyes, so I try to learn what Brown was saying. Jared remembered the words of last night they were together, never wanted to see him or talk. He tried to respect their words, giving space and time, but, after trial Jared fenced treatment without getting a chance, so ended up leaving. Atime had gone and things had remained the same, with Jared ignored ... so far.

- "Jared you're saying?, I love you here, but do not understand what you mean."

smiled while blushing again .- "I do not usually explain that bad, it just did not know if it would want me."

- "I love to watch, but it was you who told me to stay away." Jensen turned around as he pulled his clothes from the bag to start dressing needed to do something to not approach the man before him.

- "I know, but, well spent time and worked in the same place and my friends are yours, so I guess we should be together in the samesite without us harm. "

Jensen bit his lip as he turned to find the image of the brown looking out the window to give privacy while getting dressed. - "Jared'm not a little boy who is going to be upset because I've taken my friends there to play."

- "I know, but you've just seen, I have said, do not look well. Ellen also claims to have been just two or three times, and all that makes me feel guilty. " Finished saying as he shrugged his arms.

Jensen got his pants and sat down to put on as I thought it was right, since Jared's birthday had not returned by the "Harvelle's" and coincided with the boys only in the office, evenhad put him in a case with them. He grabbed his shirt and approached the window where Jared had supported.

- "You have nothing to do with it, the truth is I've been busy and I've hardly left the house."

- "Oh, well, anyway I wanted you to know that Ellen wants to see you there, I tend to be at the bar, but if you feel uncomfortable I can stop going ...".

- "Jared. You do not have that can go, I who should ask permission to approach, I was the one who ...".

- "No, I want nothing more than that. You took advantage of the situation and I was in the middle, misinterpreting things, but that's it. Is over. I ... I think we could start over, just as friends. Weregood friends, right? ". Jensen

I look amazed, had pleaded for another chance with him, and he would cling to any option. What we never expected was that Jared was the same which will provide that opportunity.

- "I love to be your friend, the truth is that I've missed you." He smiled softly as he gave a hint in the shoulder to turn around. Jared

I can not help but blush, Jensen was before him, dressed only in worn jeans, the hair disheveled, shirt hanging from one hand and a hopeful expression on the huge green eyes. - "Well, then. I'm Jared. "

- "I, Jensen." They both smiled

pended while they shook hands and felt a shudder that remembered very well through their bodies.



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- "Well, you know, right?".

- "Damn Cass, leading no. I have enough already to talk to you at home, I do not want to speak will stand alone. "

- "Dude, there are now hands-free, remember?".

- "Yeah, yeah, whatever you say."

- "You will not ignore."

- "Let Cass, just seen you in three weeks and now you're here. Uncle know that I love, but really I thought you had finally gone. "

- "Oh, oh. "Miss me?"

- "Stupid."

- "If you want, but you will not change the subject" .- He made a grimace of annoyance and went on .- "You know, the theme song," Jared, the guy who got you mad, that I put a hundred when you see it running to your side, the mountain with you dream every night, which makes you ...". corr

- "Okay! I know of who's talking. "

Jensen sighed heavily, Jared had returned two days later and had offered to run with him every day he could, and had accepted just to be with the brown, but knowing him in the showers every day would be a real pain. Since then ran, ate breakfast together and also, thanks to its new status of "friendship", as they cross through the buildingalways stayed chatting for several minutes. Luckily for mental health, Jared had the costumes used in the floors for the prosecution, so that most of the time the race ended under the shower thinking about making a straw in the face flushed and sweaty from brown. Then I had to face talking and smiling as they ate breakfast, thinking he had just cum thinking about it.

- "What are you doing?".

- "What I can do?, All is to accept what he gives me, enjoy the moments when I am with him."

- "You coward, you have not been able to ask if you are with someone."

- "I know that I saw him remember?".

-Steve?, Please!, Has always been crazy about Cris, are of a kind. Also, I know things you do not. " End of that humming.

- "What does he know."

- "Well, I am always with you. In my situation it's easy to go visit and discover the little secrets. " He winked as he pointed out the window .- "Look at your Juliet has come, or should I say your Romeo?".

- "Fuck you!".

Jared Jensen was out of the car park and already dressed to run. Since he had decided to accompany him in the morning, she was happy, was the way to start the day, including Steve and the others had noticed. And that was a small problem for lawyers who knew only work sunIan let go jokes about the relationship "just friends to run," but Steve, who worked for the prosecution and Chris, her partner for nearly a year, he looked so sad when I told them not to worry, that it had under control and it was not going to return to love the police.

sighed as he approached the blond, I could not fall in love again for the simple reason that he had never ceased to be.

Jensen saw the sad expression of brown and smiled as he approached, there were times when Jared's eyes expressed so much sorrow that he felt capable of anything because the joy back to look at them, was then used to release the first nonsense that appeared in his head. CH
TMLXC - "Hey boy rose."

She looked surprised for a long time that Jensen did not call him well. That was a little joke between them while they were together, but Jensen had never called back so.

- "Hi, my hero." Answered smiling as his hand crashed against the shoulder of the lower.




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- "Hey! Are you okay? Come up. Damn, almost killing us! ".- Jared was kneeling next to the blonde, trying to help you incorporatese. Still not sure what had happened, but what we knew was that the two had finished rolling on the floor, while an SUV spent most rozándolos.

Jensen shook his head trying to clear, had beaten the head when he fell, after pushing Jared. React on impulse, had heard the noise and saw a blur of something dark on the right, so then pushed Brown trying to dodge roll. He closed his eyes, trying to avoid dizziness that threatened to pass out while holding on to Jared.

- "Jen ... Jensen!, This guy fucking scaring me" .- Jared put his hand on the blond head is not trying to fall forward, but almost immediately retreat to notice some pEXPENDITURE, then I saw blood.


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Jared was in the hallway waiting for the emergency diagnosis of Jensen, luckily a lady who was walking his dog had seen what had happened and called an ambulance which arrived within minutes, but had not arrived in time to prevent the blonde fainted.

Cris had called, telling of what happened and asking him to take his clothes locker. For nearly half an hour and a half that Jensen had disappeared behind the doors of emergency and he had been standing there with his shirt stained with blood and tears blonde while falling down her face.

- "Jared!".

The caStan turned to meet the worried face of Christ, who walked down the aisle with a bag loaded with the phone in his hand.
try to speak, but all I could do was make a gesture to come closer.

- "Damn man!, What happened?, It is assumed that you were flirting with the blond ..."- Cris, stop talking to see the anguish in her eyes red from brown and the tears running down his face, then I try to push toward some chairs that had a little bit far from where they were .- "It's okay, quiet, let's sit down and try to calm down ...".

- No! Jensen is in there. I have to know that happens, there was much blood. " - He turned to Crisclutches of the shirt. - "Do not tell me anything, please Cris, ask them, please you are a policeman, I do not ignore, but if you take out the board ...".

In those moments the door opened, letting out a man with a white coat. - "Family Ackless Jensen?".



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Jensen had been up a while ago, but did not hear any noise and that was weird so I sighed, opened his eyes slowly. The room was white, with almost no furniture and the light comingby a large window without curtains did nothing but show the emptiness of the room, but that was not bad, on the contrary, all gave off a sense of peace, all seemed too quiet. Nervous was incorporated, did not hurt anything, so I did not understand that by lying in that bed.

slowly approached the window, but since she did not see anything, a sort of mist seemed to surround the room. Annoyed headed for the door, but it began to be opened without noise, making it stand still in the middle of the room.

- "Well, I thought you were going to spend another day sleeping."

- "Cass?, Right, like not going to be here. By the way, Where the hell am I? ".

- "Chico and I havethat I am always with you, not that you are surprised. " Derisively smiled to see the other closed his eyes .- "Okay, you're in the hospital, had a little accident."

- "Is this a hospital?". He said while pointing to the empty room.

- "Well, exactly that, no. Rather, it is where your body now. Do not look, you're not really here, just your mind that with me. I think your "friend" has been the best part is sure to be a drawing for toquetearte to taste. "

- "Who ...? Jared! I do not remember what happened, but I know that was me. OK?, He is not in the hospital like me, right? "

-" Quiet, he is well, worrieded for you, which does not say much for his mental health, but ... okay, you push it and get saved to the path of the car. "

- "A car hit me? I do not remember. "

- "Well, that does not matter now, I remember. You see I brought you here because you decide to wake up and can not continue, despite the medical studies that you have made are starting to think about opening a case. So do not you leave me no choice but to bring, if they touch something inside that head ... well I could go, not me and I come back I can not afford that. "

- "Back?", "Cass because he would come back and where?, And Why the hell not see you again?, Fuck, Cass! live together.

The brown will look surprised for a few seconds and then releasing a small groan went to bed where he sat and then motioned him to sit beside him.

- "I remember you said to Jared, What do you remember exactly?".

- "I, well he is a guy I know."

Cass smiled at the blush that covered the face of the blond .- "Do not you remember anything else?". Jensen

shifted uncomfortably while his mind came the image of a naked Jared, moaning in his arms.

- "Well, I think he and I are going, or what we have done at least."

- "Are you sure about that?, Because that means you're gay, and cUrios with me have never wanted anything. " Jensen

startled look at him, had been remembering the feeling of having Jared in his arms, the taste of your kisses, and all seemed well known and yet very far.

- "Well, you're like my brother, I love you and all that, but say that even if you are attractive, you're not my type."

- "And Jared if he is?, That's weird, before you type used to be between 1.50 and 1.70, with lots of curves and long hair"

Jensen gave a wry smile as he dropped onto the bed. - "I remember, came to many and I slept with them all, but always missing something ..." - joined side to be supported on one arm looking at the other .- "... I neededwhat you had at home. "

- "What, Oh, I'm used Jensen. I was your add for a "special Chicochica." That evil of you, they took the good, ie sex and I was ... What gave you? ".

Jensen smiled as he watched as the other took the same position as him, just inches separating body.

- "You're funny, make jokes and I agree with you I can talk about anything without having to take into account your" ideals or concepts ", because you are you're going to defend tooth and nail, without resorting to the final end to the tears and recriminations. I have only to look at you to know what you think and you also know how I feel. You to mepoyas in everything and are always there. When I have problems you help me overcome them. You're always there for me. " Cass

raise a hand to stroke the blonde's face gently smiling happily. He knew that Jensen was a lot of things for him, but was never able to put a name because that name does not actually exist. I knew the love and affection that existed between the two exceeded the barrier of friendship, but I also knew that physically there was no real attraction. Had never worked in bed, but surely if it were not for that, would have been the perfect couple since high school.

- "You sound like you're in love with me."

Jensen closed his eyes tonte the gentle caress of the other, but opened them to listen while he smiled.

- "Now I see it, of course. That stupid!, How I have not noticed before? I was ... no, I'm enam ... I was in love with you. Were you in love? "I do not know, I wanted so much ... Cass, but what do I speak in the past?". Jensen started getting nervous, but other's arms pinned him lying in bed letting the brown top.

- "Do not worry Jen, I'll remember all of his time. Now we are only talking quietly as you remember things. The Underdogs think that if you regain consciousness now, you may have amnesia, and I will not spoil. I've been here too long to have to start over. " CHJensen
TMLXC scared watching him, suddenly his head was filled with images that do not understand, but there was one in particular, one that Cass was on the floor, twisted in a grotesque and bloody. - "You were full of blood on the street, you ...."

- "SSSssss, quiet" .- He said as he laid a finger on her lips. - "That's later, now remember to Jared, he was special, with him you had the same thing with me and there was the sex, remember?". Jensen

gulped while the images returned to their head, the image of the boy painted pink, dimpled smile, the feeling of being reflected in those eyes full of love ... But then, also came another memory, Jared Lookfoward hurt and sparing. He closed his eyes tightly when he reached the last memory.
- "Everything was wrong, I lied, it was just another case, and I used to fix it."

Cass began to stroke his forehead as he spoke softly. - "Yes, it was a case, but what sentíais when you were together was real, and you were happy with him. Although remorse burned inside you could not help but love that that you had not run out. But I think that hurt so much when I discovered it was going to leave, it was you who spoiled everything ahead of time. "

- "The good jodi! The only good thing was that we catch the culprits. And when it was over and had nothing, I lost ... and then I left. Is itwhy not? Me out because I could not be here knowing that he hated me. "

Jensen closed his eyes as he felt the gentle caress of another. - "But then I came back, and he was still here, and my friends now were his own and was in all the places where I used to go ..." .- A new memory came to a head and could not help but start laughing. - "Ja, ja, ja, ja ... for Christ Cass, in the end you were right, I never wanted to see it or accept it, but in the end it turned out that if he was gay, or at least bisexual ..." - I hear the soft growl that came from throat of the other .- "Hey, accept it, I like girls, actually, now that I think, the only man I like is Jay."

- "Okay, thanks." He said sitting up, but not pudo get very far because the blonde pushed her on the bed while they fell on him.

- "Okay, I love you too, according'm two men against all the girls I've ever had ... But he's special, right?".

The rogue smiled Brown raised his hand while stroking the blond hair. - "You know I always wanted to be in this position with you with less clothes, of course, and when I succeed, we must speak of that other guy. Anyway, that's life ... "- Close your eyes for a few seconds, but I can not pet the other. - "Yes, he's special, I waited, knowing that you" were not gay, "has not stopped thinking about you. Even now down there, crying because he fears losing you, but never hashad altogether. Hey do not look at me, is what he thinks, I took some learning to get into his head and in his dreams. "

- "Can you get into your ... Damn, you're dead!, I saw you and yet you're here, you are always here." He said while clutching the arms that held the other on, as if sure it was real.

- "Yeah, well, that in this" here "is not much mystery, but to be on you" here "normal, that if to give me some merit, right?. Okay, not look at me! do not know why I stay with you, I suppose to open your eyes, but have not done much attention from the beginning, but the only reason I can think of. Although, of course, I can assume that up there ".- Signalor the sky as winked .- "I have become the" Angel of Love "for gay and bi. And of course, of course, you always jodiéndome life and work, do not you ever going to do what I say? LIAT with that guy for a time and let me go to a new case.

- "I would, of course I would do it, but will not let me approach."

- "Do not you remember?, Are friends again and that is, not refuse you if you try something" .- Giving a kiss on the nose, the blond was separated from the bed to join .- "We are going to not to mention that you are not brave Texas. "

Jensen closed his eyes thinking of the brown, I really wanted another chance with the brown, but from what I remember, ahora, he only considered him a friend.

- "Now is you can not remember, he only wants me as a friend anymore."

- "Yes, yes, of course, so it takes two days glued to the door of your room, crying because he fears that you will not wake up. Please uncle, Wise up and give the romp that I deserve this guy!. At least do that myself, I swear I'll be watching, and even if you feel lost, I can give you directions.

- "What?. Voyeur fucking, do not ever see ... "- Jensen had risen faster image looking brown, but he was not in sight, shook his head sharply, trying to locate him, but he was gone .-" Cass?, Uncle where are you, Cass he came back ... "could not go h .-softened, the sudden movement made him dizzy to do to close the eyes as he dropped back in bed .- "Cass ..".





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Jared was happy, he had two days since he was removed from the ICU, trying to let him see Jensen and nurses today finally had pity and let him go five minutes . Well, the truth is that every day he saw from afar, so I was aware that the boy, apparently only had a way with serum and a bulky bandage on his head, but seeing him up close was something else. Jensen was large, rather high, there was a muscled but lean body muscles had marked so perfect, his skin was soft to the touchor, as is well remembered and gilded by the sun's action, and her freckles but that did not tempt anyone who saw them.

But the man who lay in that bed, I barely remembered that he wanted to Jensen, pale with dark circles around the eyes closed, his face is too thin, which freckles, those brands that had adored Jared is showing too crude and dressing like a turban to make your skin look too white and unreal. Even his body, perfect in his view, seemed to have diminished in that bed.

He knew he could not be, but it seemed that the five days since the accident have conspired against the fair, making it look delicate and consumed over that bed.

There was no way you out of the room, I knew it was silly to think so, but I had the feeling that if he turned to go, if he was away the boy she loved, this would eventually be consumed in that bed. For that reason he was there the first time calling the blond spoke to someone named Cass, and continued to listen when Jensen whispered about being in love.

did not know as he spent the rest of the day, the nurses finally relented and saw that he was the closest thing to someone in the family (some have grumbled about their relationship, as the chestnut at no time had stood as a boyfriend but the tears and worry, said a lot, according to them), had left to stay inside the room. ButJared had spent time too confused. The appearance of the blond doctor's comments, saying ignore the reason why the blond is awake, to fear that he would not ever recover, but on the other hand, hear the whispers of Jensen calling another person, made him damage.

The truth is that the new friendship that had begun to cultivate, had not gone so far as to discuss whether any of the two maintained a relationship, but Jared, because the blonde had never said anything about an appointment or small, had assumed that Jensen was not with anyone. Knowing that the fair unconsciously remembered and called a woman hurt more than I thought possible.





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Jensen had returned to the room after doing a scan and had warned that might wake up soon and who apparently had his quick brain activity, indicating a rapid wake up and feel more likely Jensen waking sure if he saw a familiar face. He had taken to reach out and grab the hand of the blonde, thinking it might be the last chance to be as close to the freckled, and that when she woke up, surely this would call the Cass. So when the body of the blonde moved sharply and the cry went dand his mouth, dropped his hand and stepped back frightened. Jensen had finally woken up, but had done so by calling the Cass.

Jensen did not know how he changed from a quiet room with a clearly Cass was a cold and bleak hospital room. But what if you knew was that something was wrong, and that Jared looked hurt from the foot of the bed.

- "Jay?".

- "Hoola Jen" .- had been startled by the cry, but seeing the confusion in the eyes of the blonde, finally reacted .- "Wait, now come to examine you, fret not ...". He could not keep talking as two nurses and the doctor in charge came pouring to examine thoroughly.

- "Jensen pro againnt, I ... well I ... I have your phone so I will try to locate your girl. " He said leaving the room so fast you could not see the surprise on the face of the blond. Once outside

tumbled down on the couch, had spent all the time thinking about how Jensen would be the girl, taking clear and I would never have anything with it. After a while, he sighed sadly and took out the phone the other and began to find the name of the girl.

take several minutes turning the phone contacts can not find the name of the girl, when the sound of a strange voice asking for Jensen made him look up. There was a man behind him, wondering at the information desk, hair castyear average height, wearing a worn raincoat and for some reason he looked familiar. Noticed how his voice rose and he heard while waiting for her to turn around to see his face.

- "That is wrong, not who made the list of relatives and acquaintances allowed, but have made a serious error. Jen and I have lived together for long enough to have the right to enter to look after him. Look closely again, Cass Collins. "

did not know as released from the hospital, where reaction was several blocks from the hospital with mobile Jensen in his right hand tight. In his mind only repeated the words of that man ... living together ... Cass ... "



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Jensen
look at the house he had before him. Had achieved Jared address through one of the secretaries of the prosecution, told him that Jared had requested ten days off from the day of his accident, but since he woke up, now to three days, the boy had not returned the hospital. He had had 72 hours observation and today I had left out of the hospital, but before going home had decided to look at almost lawyer. The nurses had gossiped that Jared had not left the hospital while in coma, but strangely had not returned since I woke up. He rang the bell and I hope she watched the small garden surrounding the house the chestnut had rented. He heard the sound of the door and becameto meet a naked Jared who looked surprised.

- "Mmm, Hoola ... Jay. " I could hardly separate the eyes of Jared's vision of a single dress in jeans worn, broken and half closed.

- "Jensen, I already gave you high, how fast!. Of course, as you were well taken care of, I imagine that the recovery has been faster. "

She looked surprised, as a rule Jared always smiled, was inherent to the young, but now looked at him seriously, even glanced at the clock on his wrist looked as if were overdue unexpected surprise. Even his words had sounded like his.

- "Yeah, well, looked after me well in the hospital. But, well,came to thank you, I said you were there while I was in a coma and had not come to see you, well ... "

-" Oh, well, not thought necessary to return, after all, and you had him "THE "taking care of yourself."

- "What, Who had in the hospital?".

- "Oh come on, was there, you know, I saw, heard as they called him when he awoke. But who cares ...".- He paused, passing his hand over his face, as if tired .- "Look thank you for coming to what I did, but thought you did not have anyone to take care, so I stayed to do, if I had known about your "boyfriend" had told him before and would have saved me being there. Now if you do not mind I have a hurry. " C
HTMLXC Jared started to close the door but I fail to do so since Jensen was prevented by holding the door.

- "Wait, are you talking about?, I have no boyfriend." Jensen did not understand anything, so I push the door and went inside a house causing the brown back off .- "Jay I never ...".

- "Fuck you!. It is the last time I lie, I do not want to hear, rather, no need to hear your lies again. "

Jared just turned and walked through the entrance, it would not make a casting stunt the blond, just ignore him.

- "Damn Jared, do not know what you're talking about!. I have nobody, and certainly never had a boyfriend ".- Jteach you grab an arm pulling him as turning to face .- "Jay never been with another man but you."

Jared looked at him angrily .- "You know, all this time, despite what happened, I thought you were special. Had made a fresh start, but it is clear that it was all a lie, "your boyfriend" in the hospital, made it clear that spend time living together. You lied to me all the time. You said you did not feel anything for me, because you were not gay, it is clear that this was not the reason. I do not understand is because you said that, just to say you did not like would have sufficed. "

- "Damn it Jared!, Of course I like you and know that I have never lived with Cass ... Shit!".

- "Wow, Now if you remember your partner?".

- "He is not my partner. No, no, not my partner, but also, do you know Cass?, It is impossible that you will have seen. " Jensen looked at him strangely, Cass was the only guy she had lived, but for obvious reasons, it was impossible for Jared and Cass had agreed, at least on this astral plane.

- "Well, he was kind enough to be released and the Hospital. He was also easy to recognize his name, wore all day whispering and calling in dreams. "

As they talked, had arrived in a small room where a huge sofa occupied almost all the space in front of a large television, Jensen sat down while trying to organize the chaos that had andNo head.

- "Jared, it is difficult to understand, but you could not see Cass in the hospital, is impossible."

- "now is not who I see."

- "Jared, Cass is dead. He died before I met you. "

- "What, Fuck! And stop lying to me, I saw him, the nurses also were, everyone could see him claiming its right to take care. He was there and I remember?, So do not try to deceive me, he was a disheveled brown hair, about your height and well, no ... did not see his face, rather good, I did not deal . Anyway, you know, Cass, the guy with the that ...".

- "Jay, Cass was my partner, a cop like me, lived togetheryears, it is more, we were together since high school, and it is true that he was gay, but never had anything. I loved him like a brother but nothing more. "

- "You stop teasing me!. Jensen

I look surprised. I knew that would normally be impossible for Jay to see him, but nothing was normal with Cass, and as this had already confessed that he could get into the dreams of Auburn, will not be surprised if this could also see him. So I make a decision puffing and rose to approach the other.

- "Do not worry, I'm not teasing you, just wait a minute, okay?" .- Wait a few seconds until she saw the little nod to another and then, giving him an apologetic smile cry .- "Caaaasssssss, is that these over here, you are always where I am, so you drag your ass, come here and most of all, let me see you Jared. "

hope for a few minutes as he watched the brown face of surprise, which seemed not to know how to react. Re going to cry when I hear the sound of a yawn coming from the couch where he had been sitting before, so I turned around and there it was. Cass in her favorite position, ie lying on the sofa with hands behind head, feet crossed at the ankles and a big smile of satisfaction on his face. He looked at Jared, but he was still watching him strangely, apparently still had not seen Cass.

- "Can you do it?" Said .- mIranda to lodging.

- "What if I can do what?" .- Jared replied confused.

- "No, you do not, just give me a moment, okay? .- Told Jared and then back again to the couch.
- "Let's uncle, watched you, so you can do is see you. Do it now. "

- "Come on, Jen, is fun to see her frightened face."

- "Please Cass. Wanted to fix it, then help me, you know that if you do will be difficult and I believe. "

- "You know, if you really want, you should trust you with my eyes closed." Said tools are incorporated.

- "Yeah, my background is easy to believe me, come on, do it, please." He said progress in itsdirection and stopping just inches theirs.

As the two talked, Jared looked astonished at the blond, in his view, this should manifest a head injury due to the blow received because he was talking to a couch, well, he said it was someone dead. But clearly knew that this was not real, the guy was very much alive, he'd very much alive in the hospital.

Cass smiled and approached the blonde to leave on his lips a little kiss, then broke away and looked at him with a wink .- "You know this may create a trauma, right? well mean the beginning or end of any possible relationship, ok?. If you take it will be fun to get into a different life than yours, if you take mto ... not the top as it would take. So, are you sure you want to see me? ".- Saw the gesture of another saying with a sigh, he left to face the Auburn Jensen .-" Well, here we go. Hi Jared "



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Jared opens his eyes when the light coming through the window illuminates the entire room, today is Saturday, and normally sleep late, but today is a special day. Today is the anniversary of the death of Castiel, and yet somehow knows that he is "really dead", now you know the history of friendship between Jen and Cass, can not help feeling sad when Cass died, a part of Jen also died, and that's never known. Turn slowly

po see the man who sleeps by his side and can not help smiling happily. All the bad times in the past have paid off, and finally, is next to the man she wants. Jensen

Remember how after leaving the hospital will seek to speak, surprised that he had not gone to visit him, but by then, he was really angry at the blonde, and she had just met the lives of those who he believed was Jen's boyfriend.

say that does not like to go to look for would be lying, on the contrary, made him feel very important, if only as a friend. But the most strange happened that day, it was the sudden appearance of a brown party of laughter among his living room, or that he be declared dead fora few years, even the efforts of the other two types to convince him that he was not crazy.

No, with all that, the stranger was seen as Jensen blushed when Cass began to sing a song for the unknown, saying something like "... you tell your story or me. Decide, decide ...", then it remembers the blond stood up slowly muttering something about dead metijosos and approached slowly to where he sat, looked at him strangely for a few seconds (which would be lying if I did not say it got pretty nervous ) and then just sat on his lap, leaving his fall from the sides, leaving a horse on it.

not remember very well the words, something sober be a stupid, stupid waste years and wanting to reward and let them go bad. What I do remember very well is kissing Jensen wild and delivered, the way to show that he was not lying to base to let go in every kiss, showing the difference between guilty to kissing a few years, and kisses and given generous this new situation.

could not say no, and looks to refuse treatment, wanted to stop at once, bite to go away, revenge for what he did, but it was impossible. Jensen was all he had wanted all who knew him and even thinking that he had no chance, he would have killed for one. What was supposed to do?. Now I had the opportunity of a lifetime, he was Jensento begging for a chance and even the dead friend of Je ... Jensen also was bewitching base of pots, to give him another chance to blond. Could not refuse, it would be stupid.

What is not clear is how it came in less than two months to live in a new house, bigger than his rented one of the best neighborhoods in the city, with Jensen, with Cass and two abandoned puppies.

The puppies live with praise is fine, I love dogs, so their children are like their children, untouchable for strangers and cuddly by Jen and Cass (also dogs appear to look and feel).

Living with Jen is ... the best thing that has happened in my life. Every day andhey are closer together and complement each other better, find it all so perfect, that Chad and Chris have taken the habit of keeping sweets in his pockets and throw the fish when they get "too much cake."

What really is difficult is to live with Cass, if living, because NO SE VA. Nothing, there is no way to go and the truth, sometimes ... like cutting a little roll to be drawn to your partner on the couch, and knowing that this voyeur may be watching you anywhere. Well looking at your boy, who, as much as Jen says, it is clear that Cass is going after the golden eyes, and you pretty bad what happens, when you think of Jen in the shower, all wet, naked, sexy Cass and available to appear and you observe at your leisure. And

cost, which ultimately has grown fond of the happy angel. Yes, because after all, have decided to call it that (well, decide, decide, it decided on his own. Jen and only had to get used to call it that), now every time I want to be important bills itself as "the angel of gay love, "which often means that Jensen is split with laughter. Cass is often very funny, helpful, indiscreet, irreverent, edgy, funny .... Let it, seeing is dead, he prefers not think it would be like live.

So, discussed almost every day, usually in jest, whatever, never mind clothes that politics than sport. And if not, it's Jen who jokingly picks on "the cupid gay," not to be shooting arrows out there. And
that almost always happens is that Jared and Jensen end up leaving the room in the same way.

-"...¡ But Were not dead ?...."

usually change the following sentence, "who asked your opinion", "I did not know you were an expert .." "Okay , you were right, now get out to shoot arrows "

And the angel who always has to say the last word always seems to add something in a voice loud enough for the other or others will listen.

- "Ssippp ... may the dead, but while there is life there is hope and if what you do every time that you are alone, shows how much life you have ... you have so much life you guys!, So. .. Can you lend me a little more? ".End









Scene cut. (Because I'm very bashful):

A day after the start of the true relationship between the boys.



Jared knows that at some point became a compulsive jealous because he can not be normal how he feels about the freckled with which he lives. He also knows that after all, has no reason Jen has not returned to look at a woman, well, see if it is not blind, but has not flirted with any, on the contrary it is as if not even see. Regarding the guys, never seen looking over the account to none, so it would not really feel bad.

Well, that would be so, if your lifes were normal, but are not. We, who can have a normal life, with a ghost, or similar entity, angel of love or whatever, living at home?. It may even accept that, because, after all, most of the time is fun.

But the fun ends when you see the fucking angel looks at Jen. And he knows that there is nothing there that never has been, and certainly never will be, that Jensen just wants him. But he can see the feelings of Cass in his eyes, feeling that the raincoat usually covered with a lustful look (by the way, do not understand because he always takes it and leaves on his bedside, although not real, is always there and when you go to remove it disappears, alittle joke but the cocoon of angel). But sometimes lust falls and you see the immense love he feels for Jensen.

With that love, is accustomed to "fight" this sure what Jensen feels for him, but lust ...... not fair, Jensen Cass can see at any time and situation. So a few days ago, reached an agreement with the angel, this could roam freely throughout the house except the bedroom and bathroom, there was also clear that prohibit the windows of those rooms. Jared

know, you have to get used to it, or have a permanent looker, but he also knows nothing but Jensen dropped in the middle of a conversation, Cass never appears in the police station, ever. So e

sta there, just run and have separated to go to shower, but Jared has other plans today, so I quietly entered the police locker room, blocking the door, knowing that I usually have about an hour until Time to change and arrive early to change. Listen

noise and distinguish the sound of the shower, so it starts to take off his shirt to stop next to the one used by Jen, remove the rest of her clothes blond hear the voice of singing a song and can not avoid spliced, I love that deep voice and sexy.

slowly is coming to the area of showers and there you can see him shrouded in steam, and that's where you stop breathing. Jensen looks perfect, naked, wet and desirable and fuckablen every way.

first knows that Jensen is not going to want, he knows his job is the most important thing in the world, and is not going to risk anything, but this is not going to budge. He has much to lose as Jensen, but want to do this, you do so at least once, own Jensen, knowing that at least one was killed going to be there. Therefore

comes back to the blonde smells the odor, the water removed and the smell of sweat, which also loves, leaving the smell starts to show Jensen. He knows that the gel is throwing in their hands right now has no odor, so he knows that the smell will permeate Jensen throughout his body, but does not care and will be able to feel about all day. Expected mhile see your back muscles to move, highlighting freckles on her skin, feeling your mouth is watering just thinking about what will happen next.

See how the blonde is on the wall to leave the boat, and then enters the cubicle and moving his arms around his waist forces you to stick to the wall, pressing her body to the frightened blonde stirring among arms.

- "What the hell!, Fuck off me, what do you want? Not ...". "The truth is that Jensen is scared, I was thinking about the relationship with Jared and I was so concentrated that has left caught him off guard. Removed no longer trying to get some space to defend themselves, but the guy, because heor feel digging into his back is expensive is not a buckle, depraved Damn!. Try to hit his head on the face, but the bastard you dodge while leaving out a small laugh that sounds strangely familiar. But what really disturbs him is the bite you get in your neck, and that makes it more vigorously to remove the other feel more sticks to your body.

- "ssssss, tranquil Jen, just let yourself go, I promise you'll be good, very good."

- "Jared?, Fuck, dude!, You're an asshole, let go ...".

- "No, this time going to be what I want, here and now. I will leave you leaning against that wall and I'll fuck you until you finish screaming my name. "

- "Jared is not here, you know ..."

- "No, here. Now no one nor will be at least an hour. That means one hour alone together. Alone understand. "

is when Jensen understands what is happening and stop fighting to re-look at Brown over his shoulder, wink one eye in a sly, and rest your hands on the wall, showing that it is willing to accept everything Jared wants to do.

And what it does is create a way of kissing and biting that goes through your body from north to south, while her hands caress the entire skin that could cover. Jared knows he should prepare, but decides to go it alone with his mouth, wants to feel the narrowness of Jensen, so startplay with the language in your post, moisten only listening to the groans growing louder, until he decides that it's okay and is incorporated to at once get into the fair.

Jared wants Jensen, that is clear, but one could say that he wants much more when encased inside, feeling his warmth and narrow, that's when you feel at home when he knows that Jensen is his last .

When they finish making love, showered with kisses and sweet caresses to dress between holding hands leaving the locker room. This is when the doors are closed and when you move something in the air, a sigh is heard and a male figure is visible.

- "I never understoodright to this guy, so abrupt and rude as it seemed and somehow, I melt with some kisses on the neck. Fuck, I could have known before!. End

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"But ... Were not you dead?"

of Tabora.



Prologue.



was barely half past four in the afternoon, the regulars had not yet arrived and the place, seen from the outside it looked like to two years. Two years, much time and so little.



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- "JENSEN!, Fuck guy, tell the missus to stop the barrel, if not called you five times in ten minutes you have not any."

Jensen looked at him surprised, Cass had left for twenty minutes at Stanford University because they needed to pick up some reports that the other had asked a colleague in another section. They cast lots for who was returning to the station, and bad luck that seemed to accompany him that day, it did not operate your mobile phone, Cass decided to stay outside watching the students and that would have to return to station. He had been to return as soon pick up the reports, so it was strange that Cass was so insistent.

- "Okay, you left a message?" - Saw a frown of Chad and added while making a gesture of apology .- "Okay, okay, and I call."

He went to his tableand within the mobile grouped Cass while reporting on the case they needed, I hope calm, but the call ended up getting cut, scored again but same thing happened. Puzzled, I look at the phone for several seconds, as if he thought the device would give an explanation and finally looked up and heading to Chad that he was smiling from his desk, then said something that any police hated to say.

- Alert all partner at risk. "



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Jensen tumbled down on the couch in the apartment, he was exhausted, too tired because they just ate and slept, but above all he was lonely. To two months was killed in a Cassstupid accident when a delivery truck had run out of brakes on the Campus, Cass out of the car when the truck showed up carrying him forward. First

could not help smiling, remember that even gave a small laugh. Please!, Who died as a cartoon? Cass, it was clear that he was the one that I could pass this thing, but then the cruelty of what he saw made him react. The body was underneath the truck was his best friend, the shy boy son of immigrants who had accompanied him since high school, it was done because the police convinced him that could be life partners, the type that him visit seven furniture stores until she found a comfortable sofa,economic and combining with curtains, the same cute guy who smiled and joked in front of peers on the night "movidito" they had been. On the first day had caused the police to believe that they were a couple, a mistake that cost him much time to delete it, until last time all the police knew of Cass could be gay, but Jensen was very macho and they just ask the waitresses of the bars within a radius of three miles of the station.

lying if I said that Cass had never been suggested, but nothing had ever happened between them. Jensen laughs always rejected him, loved him, but not that way. And now, I had nothing, Cass would not return para mess with its "shoulders" to link or would joke saying that he had heard whispering his name as he had a wet dream. Cass had died. Dead.

Well, you were dreaming. From to about two weeks, had begun to dream of Cass. The first days were silly things, something related to school stories, the first guy to Cass, the first girl to Jensen and laughter when she told Cass, while fleeing from a heavy in the academy got into her bed ... But last night was different, Cass had spoken of his death, even reproached him not even to go to the funeral had put a decent tie combined with green eyes. Had aroused nervous, that coCass nversación was typical, but had not liked to hear him speak of his own death. After calming down, closed his eyes, hoping to get some sleep but failed to do so.

why I was so tired, so he leaned back and thought a nap, but then I listen.

- "Hey man, Are you really going to be a Friday night at home? Is it for me?, Uncle Jo, I really wanted!, Are you going to mourn?, "Dress in black, and you refuse to link? - Cass moved closer and sat on the edge of the sofa .-" Go , go, you know? You could have told me when he was alive, I would have taught what a good boy like me could do with a guy like you. "

- "I APETece out, out on a Friday without you no fun. Okay, I know it's like a normal Saturday, you went on your part and I for mine, but damn I miss you. " He saw the other boy smiled and added, seeing the coquettish wink the other .- "You are a pervert, I do know that in a good way, I loved, but not that way" .- Jensen had talked almost without realizing it without thinking about what it meant to be talking with Cass.

- "Yes, yes ... words. But I remember I was there, could not live without me, without my advice, and above all without looking at my ass wiggle around the apartment. " Cass comes close to stick to his side and remained there quietly for a few seconds, then raised a hand and stroked her rasposa cheek slowly put his hand on the lips of the blond. - "Listen, I'll miss, but there are more cute guys out there ... Ya, ya, "I'm not gay, okay, then you are bisexual, I know, the whole school knew it and the whole station knows ... Honey, the only one who does not recognize you. Do you really think that looked looked like the ass of the boys basketball team, or looked the other candidates in the academy, when we had to shower together? ".

Jensen tried to protest but had no chance with the soft fingers of the other resting on his lips.

- "NO, no, let me tell you the things that I could not tell you before. May "never" have had anything other chico, ha, ha ... I do not believe, but hey, let it go. Besides God knows I've tried many times!, But the time came that another will attract and the fall in love with you as a fool and you're not going to know how to react. And now, unfortunately, I will not be there to help, so just try not to hurt him. "

Jensen looked at him fascinated, first knew it was impossible that Cass was there speaking with him, but on the other hand, what he said was just what he would say, how to express themselves, to look at him, to touch. So I said nothing, just kept listening as she watched him recording in his head all the gestures typical Cass.

- "Hey, stop devour with the eyes, unfortunately,now you will not be able to try something with me, but you should go for a walk, I think you might meet someone important in the bar of Ellen, you know that is very close to the university and today is Guild night. Do not want you to stay alone, you need a handsome guy next to you, and how now I'm not ... Jensen is not, you should go, I have a hunch, you know "wisdom of an angel". "

Dean smiled at the last sentence and closed her eyes as she remembered a Cass of 18 disguised as an angel trying to flirt with a "supermacho rugby player, could not remember the amount bet but Cass had assured him that get to sleep with the player only talking seriously with him, without insinuating, only convincedtesting them with his wisdom, that sleeping with an angel like him, would bring luck for the next game. Jensen lost the bet, Cass got a wild night and the player ... nice never knew if you won or lost the next game.

opened his eyes expecting to see even smiling brown, but was found alone in the room, looked looking for him but he was not there. Cass never going to be there and began to think he was going crazy. 2




Jared looked inside the bar from the window overlooking the alley, from where he was not visible, so I could breathe easy for a few minutes. The "Harvelle's" seemed calm, there was no rioting groups of students or parejiTAS cuddly. Most were older guys, tough-looking but talking quiet, as if they were comfortable in that spot. I look toward the street and then decided I needed a place to protect up to decide how to go back to the fraternity, so with a sigh turned to the door.

Jensen was talking to Ellen about the gossip coming from the university there, the case in which they worked when Cass died, remained open and had no new tracks, so there was looking for any information I could get.

-"... that guy denounced the other, but never came to anything, the other was a child of potato and had many witnesses that was somewhere else when they attacked the boy, I thinkterm coming home. Then there's yours, who killed his girlfriend, nobody knew why he did and he always plead not guilty, but all evidence was against him so ...¡¡¡ But what the hell !!!".

Dean was leaning on the counter, listening to women talk, Ellen was the widow of a policeman and maintained many contacts with colleagues and informants from her husband, so she was always a good source of information. When Cass suggested in dreams to come see her, she knew she had to do it, she always had good blows on some cases.

was drinking a beer when Ellen was incorporated into the door looking stunned, that he reacted by releasing the bottle and removable to the cryof women. Dean had not stopped to think about what was happening behind him and did not know he could be when turning, gun in hand, to face whatever he was afraid of that form to Ellen, but certainly not expected to find a giant little boy dressed in a boxer and "painted in pink and with feathers?.

The laughter took just two seconds to explode all over the place, most of the regulars, were used to nights like this appeared a university for help, but the sight of this night would take too long to forget.

Jared could stand as the laughter, I knew that would happen, but knowing it easier not to have to continue standing there, waiting for thosetypes stop laughing. While this was happening tried to think of useful things to remember where he had left the room key, think if the small kit had something that would serve to disinfect the wounds on his feet or with tweezers had to try to get everything what should have stuck by her body after fleeing the stupid fraternity running through the park. The blows they had given him before fleeing was not worried, I was too used to being humiliated and beaten for being gay but any infected wounds in the feet or anywhere else if they could influence their practical classes.

Dean laughed for a while like everyone else, but something about the boy's expression made it sand feel uncomfortable, maybe it was that seemed resigned to what was happening, as if he were used. He just had been standing there, hoping that they all stop laughing.

- "Dean, here's a chance to meet the university from the inside, novice, innocent and gay as can be seen. Come on, Cass would be proud that you helped that guy. " Ellen whispered as he gently pushed it away from the bar.

did not know at what point he began to walk toward him, but when she stood beside him and watch him up close was when he realized how tall, young and innocent that really looked like, although that aspect resigned.

- "Hey, you look like you need help," I hear nu .-evas could not help but laugh and smile .- "I mean, underneath all that pink paint, are you okay?".

Sam was surprised to hear his deep voice so close, the truth is I had not seen him come and hear him now, all I could do was stare at some amazing green eyes while trying to decipher what type I was saying. But the new laughter made him tighten his jaw and look at him to stop ignoring him, pretty eyes, but apparently was eager to let other ridiculous.

For a moment, when those strange eyes were fixed on hers, Jensen forgot everything around him, but very little hard contact and when the boy was ignored as it recovered allNTID again.

When finally there was silence, Sam saw the woman behind the counter and walked slowly toward her.

- "Excuse me, I'm Jared Padalecki, study and live in Stanford. I wanted to know if I would use your service and then his phone to call a taxi. Well, obviously I have no money on me, but I can assure you that tomorrow will bring you what you deem appropriate for the inconvenience ...".

- "very quiet boy, I can let you use my bathroom, but I think you're going to solve your case much also call a taxi but none would take you to the university, not tonight and certainly not in your state ".

- "But I need to return y. .."

- "Ademas campus and is closed at this time, so you have to find a place to spend the night. "

Jensen had been watching the boy, tall, about 15 or 20 centimeters higher than the, thin but perfect and marked muscle, strong legs and an ass ... But what the hell! He shook his head as he scolded himself, What the hell was looking at her ass that kid? Determined, I walk up to stand beside the boy who then spoke with Ellen and she saw him approach it made him a little wink and dropped the boy would have to find a place to stay.

- "Hey, hey, just wanted to help" - said as she took the arm forcing him to look back.
- "Do not worry I'm a cop, Ellen know me, my name is Jensen and I can help you. "

Jared was surprised to see the guy next to him again, but something in the way they look at him made you decide to trust him, so I gave a small smile and accept the hand extended her blond.

- "I'm Jared and if I think I need some help ...".

could not help but smile softly at him looking down, I was sure that beneath that paint that covered most of his face and body had flushed.

- "Yeah, I could see it, but Ellen is right, now you can enter the campus in any way. Look I have a free sofa and a large bath house available, if you want to use. Tomorrow I can get closer to collegefirst time. " He saw a boy looking serious. - "Do not worry, I'm legit and I'm afraid the offer will be legal but you get over here."


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Jensen separated some soup while listening to the sound of the shower, had sought a tracksuit trousers and a shirt for the boy to get dressed and had left in his room with a disinfectant and bandages in order to heal the wounds of the feet. She felt uncomfortable by the lie that he had told tell that guy would have to sleep on the couch because, despite having another room, was his companion. The truth is that Cass's room was like when he was alive and Jared could sleep in the comfortable bed the other, but whiletraveled to his home had decided to put a few barriers, it would be nice to the guy all that was needed and a little more, but would not make it easy.

I was not sure because I had made that decision, perhaps out of nervousness that had begun to walk since he was standing in the middle of the bar, or maybe because when they came he had remembered the words of Cass in the dream. He is not gay and was never recognized anything, but Cass had always joked with him as if it were, as if he knew things about himself he did not know. And okay, there were times that he liked to look at another guy, but he had an apology, they were always perfect body types, muscular ... Hell, they were beautiful beings!, There was nothing wrongin looking at them. In addition, he also looked at the beautiful women.

listen as the shower kept ringing and sat around waiting for the microwave to heat also sounded a little meat for the boy. I had to think about how to deal with its future spy. Ellen had given a good idea, freshman, university and if he had to abide by the paint and feathers and sidelong glances that had been struck, gay.

could approach the boy as a friend, a guy you could tell if I needed anything, but that does not allow him to spend time moving around the university without attracting much attention. The best option was to take advantage of those looks. Well, the boy was young and since I had seen, underneath all that pintura had a beautiful body, very nice.

hear the sound of a door closed and let the air out slowly, ready to start the function, as the boy would act one way or the other.

Jared was nervous and sad, nervous because Jensen was a cop and did not know if it was required to declare what they had done and that could bring many problems with the fraternity. That was also the handsomest man I had ever seen. He had tried not to get him with his mouth open, but knew he had caught him looking at him several times during the trip. Jensen did not know if he was gay and would not dare to do something that will offend and also, if it were, could not tell if he liked.

also had failed to take off some stones or crystals of the wounds of the feet, so I needed the blond will help, and could not afford to offend him to take to the streets.



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Jensen dropped on the bed still feeling the pleasure traveling around your body, throughout his adult life was one of many blowjobs, but see Jared flushed, and his mouth to receive moving his tongue like that ... Damn! loved the guy made those noises of pleasure as he stroked at the same pace that acePTAB in your mouth.

closed his eyes as he often did, isolated from the other, I knew I was behaving like a real asshole, but needed to finish the investigation, Cass indirectly had died for her, so I had to close it for him. Now, after almost three weeks being the boyfriend Jared, could walk freely around the campus, and the best thing was, I did not have to act covertly, the buds of the fraternity knew him as the cop who rescued and Jared Rose fell in love the boy in the building of law bar, the waiters served him directly as he entered a cafe waiting for Jared finished the classes, and campus security service knew of him so that when they saw his approach impala camNtaba barrier without asking directly for accreditation. All were advantages, right?

Jared felt the body curl up beside him and could not bring you to embrace him as he slept. The boy was a charming, funny, intelligent, educated, handsome and with a body and death. He still remembered how it felt to see it appear in your kitchen the first night, he realized that Jared was fine, but when I enter the kitchen with a black shirt too tight, showing all his muscles and also black trousers, which Thin hips girded with a perfect ass ... Already, that, was very attractive, but what made him lose the north was that face, now free of paint. Maybe it was not as handsome as heor, Jensen was handsome and knew it was a fool to not admit it, but Jared's face was pretty, male and even though that child, with slanted eyes of an indefinable color, shy smile, at that time and dimpled cheeks.

directory is run out of breath all the air left his body suddenly and knew that having been raised would have fallen. Almost he could hear the laughter and the voice of Cass in her ear, encouraging him to embark on such thin lips that smiled shyly.

But it was the sound of the boy's voice that made him react to accept the plan he had outlined just a few minutes ago. After all, if I had to pretend to be gay at least you would with theGillen was to eat.

And here was in the room of a fraternity, hugging the boy's body more attractive than had the misfortune of knowing and trying to make sense to a case that had arisen from a simple comment from several police officers outside of a beers.


4


Gregg had been talking about a lawyer who had been hanging around his office, had refused to leave without talking to someone who would listen, until finally and after a call from "someone important" Gregg had been forced to listen politely. She represented the family of a major western ranching family, apparently the youngest son J. Davis, Stanford had been in a season, a period that ended when his former girlfriend was found dead. The girl had died from a beating and the boy's character was pretty aggressive, so they added two and two. Davis at all times denied that he had approached the girl that night, but the testimony of a college professor who recognized him leaving the fraternity she took him straight to jail, that, although the boy had presented witnesses, not very reliable for his alcoholic state. He had continued shouting to everyone that he was innocent and her parents had begun to spend huge amounts of money on lawyers that could help your child.

Amanda Clark was an expensive lawyer firm, the detective had seguido tracks the university had given them. Apparently the guy was really a night of drinking had beaten his girlfriend, she had forgiven him and in return, had agreed to teach a course on aggression and how to avoid. But some time after the girl had left him after an argument in the library, before many witnesses, two days after it appeared dead. The boy had told the lawyer that someone had wanted to blackmail photos of battered women leaving in his room demanding money for not reporting, the ignored despite the repeated attempts to blackmail three times as long as that the lawyer had told Gregg, until finally on March 14 the police dEspert in his room, accusing him of murdering his ex-girlfriend blows. At trial, his lawyer had not thought favorable to tell it, it sounded like a lie, and it did not have any evidence, and had always broken the photos and letters.

Gregg did not quite know how to act and I had too many cases at hand, so I had discussed with the group usually met Ellen at the bar. Gerry an older police had said that the campus used to be no cases of murder, were normal fights, theft, a violation ... and well clear, the violence unleashed by alcohol and sporting confrontations between different universities, perhaps because of this , recalled that by one year to two boys who were to put a denounceence of harassment. One was gay and went out for some time with the son of a prominent businessman, had left by mutual agreement but apparently "the boy's father" had begun to harass the other boy, accusing him of wanting to blackmail giving to disclose their relationship, which until then had been secret. He had resolved to visit the rich man, but a few months later when I finish the course, had been visited by the guy who complained, this time was to say goodbye and thank him for helping him, had finally decided to change university because, apparently the rich man had many friends that do not easily put it to go to school. The strange thing was that the boy had admitted wanting to extortionar ex-boyfriend and besides, he was sure that the boy was one of those, but the threat of blackmail if they had been real.

After those statements and Gerry Gregg, someone else had something on another blackmailing a teacher and I was pretty bored Cass began talking to tell the commissioner and take the investigation. The truth is that at that time were pretty quiet in the apartment, so two days after Commissioner Singer had provided a report on the murder of the girl and had given the green light to research by the university.

Cass had been he who had asked other departments any claim or complaint which had its origin in the university.I had called that morning to pick two other reports as they were bored, drew lots who would get them. That was the last time he saw Cass vivo. It was his efforts which he made to reopen the case of the girl, so I was willing to go in the end, Cass. Only for him. 5




Jared was upset, I knew that was the one who took the first step in their relationship with Jensen, was literally thrown into his arms, still amazed that a guy like he wanted to be by his side. Okay, I knew it was quite attractive, but Jensen was ... well he was spectacular, but larger, with an exciting profession and good in bed Good in bed ... ... that's exactly what I was upset.

It is not that it was not romantic but, to stroll, dine, visit the campus, meet new sites ... well, it was good to some extent, but, Damn!, Jensen appeared to prevent any rapprochement during the day, good kisses no, those were fine. Jensen's mouth was addictive and those lips. Well, that did not dream that those lips on his cock would be lying, but that had not happened yet.

had been touched, rubbed, and even the night before Jensen had run over his ass, but even he had penetrated, was limited to rub his entrance, gasping as the first made him run with his hand.

could not help feeling lost, Jensen was the first to speak, hadsaid that he liked a lot, but that was just a boy and he a man with a dangerous job and no time for a relationship. He had been so happy had jumped to devour those lips chasing him in a dream. Jensen was funny, charming, cared about everything around him, would find him in class or at the bar waiting for him when he delayed to be finishing some work. He had nearly finished making friends around the world and even a teacher had finished speaking with them while they ate something in the middle of campus bar. He was perfect, but ...

Vale, were adults, were supposed to have needs, but there were times that Jensen did not seem to feel no desire for it, while in his case,I could barely keep their hands away from the blonde.

- "Hey, cowboy! Jared

stop thinking about your relationship with Jensen when he heard the teacher's voice on Ezekiel actually did not give any kind, but Jared had come to his office sometime. The teacher taught at the Faculty of Psychology but offered his services as a psychologist for students on campus. Jared had come to his office at the beginning, when she felt overwhelmed by the other students for their sexual orientation, after he had left, but a few days ago had been found by a hallway and the man had asked her new boyfriend. Do not remember exactly as it had done in his office telling him everything related to Jensen, what faithliz and simultaneously, how bad he felt when the blond rejected his advances. He had been the one who told how to deal with the blond making him see that he too had to "get involved" in the relationship, which could not he just caressed him and made him blowjobs, Jensen could not remain with do not give anything change.

- "Hello Professor Ezekiel." He said smiling, but it was easy to see that it was a sad smile.

- "Oh, well. Are you okay?, Do not look very happy today. " She said as she took her arm and gently pushed to one side of the aisle. Jared

look still smiling the same way. After being asked for, but Jensen was involved in the relationship, but stillhad not reached sexual do anything that involved her mouth and kissing was not, and certainly no penetrations. Yet the relationship had improved, the proof was a good night they had spent together.

- "I'm fine it's just that ...."

- "Oh, what is it, right? I told you to try to improve the relationship, but only if you feel very secure to keep it. And tell you that the police were often violent. Does he do anything? - The man looked around and then looked at his watch .- "Look I have half an hour off, we talked for a while, go."

Jared looked at his watch, did not have class until within an hour, and Jensen was not going to pick up in two so maybe you could really talk to the psychoticOlog a while.




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Jensen finished putting his shirt into his pants and looked at the girl who smiled as he wore flirty sneakers. Did you just screw it to the end, Jared did not deserve what had happened, but was so used to flirt with girls to get information and then stay with them that had not been able to stop when she wink the eye and told him to follow him to the store. There had been more than sex, and God knowsneeded to get into a hot body, but had never been satisfactory. She had been very good warm up, her body was soft, squishy and had been very easy to take her up and fuck her against the wall. Had done this countless times with other women, but this time something went wrong.

- "Look at this ...."

- "Do not worry, I've seen with your" boyfriend "out there, he is very handsome, a waste of man, but better for me, although it is a pity that fool you as well. But that said, I win ".- He approached slowly and gently kiss her neck and then walk away. - "You know where to find me when you need real sex ...."

While looking out I could not stop thinking about Jared, how theirs kisses made him feel good and yet the last kiss that woman made him feel dirty. Slowly leaned on the wall and allowed to drain to a sitting position as he remembered the pained expression of brown when he tried to avoid approaches, when after cum not reciprocated the favor by letting it end on its own.

- "You're a fucking bastard, you know, right?".

not even opened his eyes, was limited to bury their heads in the arms he had resting on the knees. In a way this conversation was had been waiting, so I just made a noise of acceptance.

- "Fuck Jensen, and not for the research, I can go to hell, but, damn, isand boy you want. You know, you know that from the first time fell in love with you, and you ... just have given him a chance. "

was heard a loud noise of something falling to the ground and Jensen raised his head to find an angry looking Cass empty soda boxes.

- "I would do that with your head, so maybe you enter a bit of common sense. That kid could be the best thing that happened in your life and the first strips any opportunity. "

- "I'm not gay".

- "Fuck Jensen, even when going to deny! Look may not be yours, but then you are bisexual, I know ... I make that face! You know, I never understood because I've always refused, but I suppose qhat is time for you to confess something. " - Cass sat beside him, leaning his head on the wall, looking straight ahead.

- "Remember the camp of" Rio Culebra, "that time you were angry with me ...". Jensen

stopped looking at him as he recalled those days, those days had almost managed to forget .- "I will explain what was happening to me."

- "I know, you explained that you had felt uncomfortable knowing that I was gay. You know, I was so happy because we're my friend and I accept that I told you never saw. "

Jensen felt the blood drain from his body. - "What did you see?".

Cass smiled softly as he placed a hand on the lap of another.- "I had told you what James and you're got mad and left me alone in the tent to go with the group leader. I did not like sleeping alone and you wore two days without talking to me, but I thought that if I were sleeping when approached, maybe I could stay by your side and leave before they wake up. So I did, between on ...".

- "Do we see?".

sad Cass grimaced and nodded as she answered.

- "At that time, he got out of bed as you said that you knew the two forms, you should choose which you like better or just accept what I got." "Cass sighed and gave a small smile. - "You were naked in bed at that time I usedfantasize about you, your naked body, but tonight, you look just could not stop looking at your bag spread on the other side of the room, you should be in it, not that stupid bed. I've never understood why you slept with him and not me, but hey, maybe it was the best. "

- "Cass I ...".

- "Quiet, long ago stopped worrying about it. I could not sleep that night, but next day you came into the store and hugged me, told me that nothing would we parted while not trying to sleep with you, that it would spoil everything. And I agree, you were there again, to me, the rest I did not care. "

- "All this time you've known."

-I've never imported, it was your life, not if you like it or not, but over the years I've seen a lot of girls, but also I've seen guys look breathtaking. Look I know you've followed this case for me, but that guy is in love with you and are you going to do much damage. And not only so that girl, you're using and even Jensen Fuck you done a blowjob! I've been meeting a half hour aunt and do everything. But Jared barely able to caress you. "

Jensen had been watching his hands feeling really deserved all that Cass was saying. Saying?

Shit, Cass again!


6



Jared
left the "Harvelle's" not looking, I could not believe it would have been so stupid and the worst is that he had all the evidence before him. Jensen had never started anything, it was always him. If the blonde had never done anything but give a few kisses and now. Was just a game, a dust free and not even that. He knew that some hetero played that way with some gay, but never thought you could cheat and Jensen. Also was not only that, from the beginning all were lies, there was nobody at home to prevent them from being there, only had approached him to enter the campus and most of all, was not even gay.

Jared felt the tears beginning to spill over his eyes and began looking for a pAnuel, so he saw the car was going slowly down the street, just hear the brakes and hit the ground.




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for five days had not seen Jared and I missed the laughter of the boy, his dimples, how they embraced him, the feeling of being in his arms, talks about cartoons and racing around the campus in ending lying on the grass while watching dusk had what they had done during the day.

knew I had broken the retion with Jared and research, but was unable to continue cheating, it is that I was not lying about the things we talked about what he thought about what he had on his life, about how good it felt when they were together But everything had started badly, with lies. He still remembered the pained expression when he told Jared it was not gay and even had sex with a girl while they were supposed together. He had endured without collapsing confessed that he had used to enter the campus and investigate some cases, but was broken when told that.

not know what to expect when he decided to tell everything, but certainly never occurred to him to feelthat pain in the chest or the feeling of loneliness that even with the death of Cass had been so strong.

opened the apartment door and leave the mail on the table while he went to get a beer, then sat barefoot on the couch and leave to rest his head on the back Damn, I missed him!

Jared The night I let him, he drank himself drunk, Ellen let him sleep on the bar, but the next morning based machaco him well, at first knowing he had encouraged the boy to have a lid on the campus, But when he met Jared and his nature, made him his protégé. So it was not very happy as he had acted with him and why he had avoided going for the "Harvelle's,"did not feel very comfortable.

Although now that I thought, maybe Jared will continue going down the bar and if within a time there was, maybe I could see him, he had said he wanted to see him again, but if it was by chance ... He grunted as he sat, Jared and Ellen could not blame certainly would support him, or so he hoped.

is fixed on the charts and rose to get them, were two of the bank and no return he decided to leave for last, after all sure it was advertising.



"Police should lead by example ... you think your superiors if they discovered that not only you a fag shit, but, you busy yourself with the first fox that you find yourself and when you get tired of joderle, you busy yourself with blows to the boy. Poor student, maybe the next time you are out of hand, or we go to we, Who think to blame?.

Do you think that newspapers would be interested in your story?. Gather

$ 3000 and maybe the boy reaches the end of the entire course. You have until tomorrow when you'll hear from us. "




Jensen read a third time the letter, what the hell was that? Well it was clear what it was, but where they got the idea that Jared would hit? As soon as I read ran to the police station. Singer had begun to Chad, Chris and Steve to work with him and the first thing I had ordered was to search for Jared and bring in for questioning. NeNeed some know it was okay, but it also had to know who had spoken, and that, besides the girl in the cafeteria, which was also sent for, did not know who else knew that he had been misled.


6


was not hard to solve the case, the blackmailers not
hoped that he reacted well and also fast. The night I received the letter no one from his department went to sleep, not Jared nor the girl, but this just had to speak after listening to Jared.

Jared, despite what happened between the two, I agree that he was present at the interrogation, he still remembered the look of the boy, with the right side of his face bruised, and the same arm in itstrillo. When she saw him, closed his eyes in anguish, indeed it seemed as if someone had beaten. She had not heard Jared's accident, so it was a surprise to see the state it was.

was Steve who asked him gradually getting information, making Jensen realized the damage he had done to Jared, damage he had tried to mitigate talking to one of the teachers, a psychologist. J. Such Ezquiel had become cloth Jared tears during the time they were together, that already if Jensen did not like it, but there was something else, so I researched everything he could about the guy.

The bad experience of waking up at 5:00 to 1:00 SORPyielded guy and hold his outbursts to remind him stay at Stanford and the bad times that happened because of an old boyfriend was not so bad when the boy recognized Professor Ezekiel had been a good friend, help and support when her boyfriend I leave.

Talking with attorney Amanda Clark and confirm that the "good teacher" had supported the boy in jail, before and after his girlfriend died, only served to speed things up.

final knot in the rope to catch the professor Jared Ezekiel when innocently put it while talking to Cris said, laughing that "the poor Ezekiel had been a disappointment when she saw him after the accident and hug him and then tellthat Best was not that wild. " Jared said he had not made clear what the accident but had told him he had broken with Jensen after he cheated on her with a girl from college.

The evidence was circumstantial but Singer gave him permission to go for the teacher, therefore, at 8 am the good professor was found in his house with one of the degrees of the fraternity to belong Jared . The teacher refused to cooperate, but the student will sing all about Chad plan was put into drive.

It had all started when the boy began to use the services of psychologists, there began to tell on his friends in relationships with other kids, but for fear of their importantes families had to keep it secret. Ezekiel did not take long to convince the boy to get into her bed and then start a little blackmail. The first boy got out of hand because their "victim" claimed that his former partner was blaming him for blackmail, it made them better leave him alone and choose their next victim. The second attempt was made to a hetero couple, the girl had also had problems with her violent boyfriend on the couch of the kindly professor, but this time things they got out of hand, Davis does not want to pay and decided to step forward hitting the girl, the problem was that it passed and the girl died. But that did well, the following blackmail worked, because the rumor had spread betweens students that it was dangerous not to pay. Everything worked fine until they ran into Jared and his partner, psychologist erroneously assumed that police would be violent and had problems in the relationship, that was the beginning of the end. Jensen had never beaten his partner, the other mistake was recognized in the note that Jensen knew that Jared had been unfaithful.



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That had happened two years ago, after trying to resolve the case closer to Jared seeking his friendship, but the boy gave him no chance and at the bottom, I thought he did not deservea second chance with him. In addition, he was still very confused about what she thought she felt for the chestnut. By then he was lonely, well, it was only until Cass decided to "visit" and then, if he wanted to be alone, because this did not stop with the stupid annoy had been lost that way to Jay. But he was not sure of his feelings and see him from afar, without being able to go did not help.

At that time, at the police station received a request for an exchange of another of the southern region, go to Dallas meant being away from Stanford and Jared, and that Jensen was released with closed eyes, nothing tied and would be two years out of circulation.


Now was there again,before the "Harvelle's." Tomorrow would be surrendered to the police station where the kids would but first wanted to talk to Ellen, wanted to know if she knew anything about Jared. When he left, Jay was admitted to "Harvelle's" as a protégé of Ellen, so she would know where he was.

came slowly to monitor any changes inside the bar, but everything seemed like forever, even the same Ellen, surprised smiled from the bar seemed to be the same.

- "Hello Stranger, how long." He said as he placed a bottle of beer in front.

- "Hi Ellen, how are you?".

- "Well, two more years old, but still in the gap, I have not gone anywhere lately.

Jensen felt blushed recalling the argument he had with the woman when she said she was going for two years, then she accused him of fleeing to Jared and lacked the courage to deny it. Ellen had always been very straightforward and not dissembling over and ask for Jared.

- "He's still here?".

- "Sure, it's a good guy, one more than us."

- "Him ..?, OK?, Are you with someone?".

- "We do not mind, you do not care as it was two years ago, so why do you care like this now? And as to whether you have someone ... you should ask him. "

- "If I cared about."

- "So ought not go."

-But he would not let me get close, what did you do? ".

- "How about fighting for it?". Jensen

I look so sad as I left the bottle on the counter and got the money to pay.

- "did not even know if he wanted to fight for it. I did not know if I wanted a friend or a lover. " Jensen turned and began walking toward the door when words made him stop.

- "And now I know."

- "Yes, now I have very clear, but is not it help if I can now no longer have any chance to fix things." Answered before leaving the premises, so he could see the smile that adorned the face of the woman, nor escucho comment.

- "You'll have to play your cards well, but maybe you have your chance."


7



Jensen dropped his head on the table, gently tapping it had been two weeks since returning from two weeks in which barely had time to rest. Singer was reportedly so excited about his work in Dallas that had been placed in case after case, just take turns co-workers. But that was not the worst, the surprise had to ask for Steve, this had been transferred to the department and district attorney and who had gone to see the second day after his return. And there had been the surprise of his life to meet uJared dressed n went in the direction of the court in the company of Attorney and Steve.

know that Jared was one of the best in class was not new, but knowing him, without finishing the race, had been chosen among all students to work in the department of the prosecutor as an apprentice was a pleasant surprise one that made him feel proud of Jay. Jared proud of that not even he had looked when they crossed.

look at the clock and found that their turn had finally finished, now could go for a swim and watch a movie lying on the couch.

- "Yeah," And what else? The first Friday you're free and you are staying at home. "

- "Cass Shit!, AlsoI'll leave little quiet here. "

- "Hey do not say bad words, we can not hear the angels."

- "Yeah, the angels, if you were a real one would be around doing good deeds, not giving me the can to me."

- "And who told you I'm not doing a good deed?".

- "Damn Cass that ...".

- "Oh, shut up!, Look you're going to go home but to eat something, take a shower and change you, and then when you are presentable, you will go to see Ellen and others." Jensen

simply got up and went, and was accustomed to obey Cass, not worth arguing with him, was not good for your health. While driving

Cass thought to house, good at what happened to him. The truth is that had passed through many stages, had ignored him, accepted and denied, but he was there, appearing where they wanted and reviewing everything.

At first I thought they were just dreams, but when she began appearing on sites that Cass had never been, just accept it and would not think too much. He was also right when he was involved in the relationship with Jared and the case of campus, so do not think much of the fact that her dead companion to follow his hand.

But Dallas had much time to think, even one night I met a psychologist "very nice" that between tumble and tumble, had told him what happensed, she said she probably dreamed of his dead friend (he only talks about dreams) because he had left an unfinished agenda with him. After confessing that his friend was gay and lived together since leaving the institute, she suggested that maybe I should rethink their sexual tastes, to be bisexual, there was nothing wrong and that it gave him more chances of finding someone special. Then he suggested that it should concentrate on his friend and talk to him as if he were still alive and then I could accept and confess that he had been attracted by him.

Jensen did, talk to Cass that morning in the car, back home. This smiled, blew a kiss and told him "I know, but I'm not here for that."After that decided not to see the girl, but she was not someone one night, it meant nothing and he did not want him to ask his friend or his sexuality.

After that, decided to admit he was attracted by some guys, but go you to know because now he had decided to do something about it, none seemed loud enough or did not have slanted eyes, or not laughing dimpled, or have a too definite eye color, or ... were not Jared.

And then it happened, at some point during these two years agree that the chestnut was in love and because of their stupidity, had probably lost the only chance for happiness.



As Cass hadordered, ate, showered, dressed and left after the deceased is given the nod in the end she felt like it had got out and who knows, maybe she saw the brown.

had to leave the car a bit away from the bar, which surprised him on Friday the bar used to bring former policemen and others like him out of turn and passed by for a chat with colleagues, but did not remember there were so many cars. But when I realized something else, okay, the place was full, but not only of people had expected, there were also some groups of children, and to his surprise, some of them were familiar. To see a banner reading "Happy Birthday", I explain everything that is not understood,but, seeing that I leave more surprised he did not remember any time that Ellen had left the bar to celebrate a birthday.

- "Hey, the important guy has arrived!". Jensen

quickly turned to hear the voice of Chad too close to hers, apparently came to leave his jacket in the closet and accidentally he had gone on their way to the bar.

- "Cut it out man. So here you were all hidden, often expensive and I did not know! Furthermore, as the "important" as you say I currado all cases since I came back. " Chad

he grimaced and continued talking as they walked toward the bar. - "Well someone had to punish you go and leave us without your strong protess. "

Jensen made a gesture with his finger while drinking beer that a blonde girl extended her from the bar.

- "Hey Jensen". The blonde winked as he gave another beer to Chad that directly the ogling.

I look for a few seconds while I take Chad to pull the arm closer to the girl and then kiss on the lips. Then he saw the small scar on his cheek.

- "Jo", but, when will you come back?, And most of this cocoon Why is kissing you? I could hardly believe that Ellen's daughter had changed in the three years to have not seen.

- "Well, go back a year and half ago, mom and I work with msteps as a consultant and is on this Neanderthal, well, he told me that you were already caught so I had no choice but to stay with him. " Jensen smiled

the so sexy, she had always been a bit crazed. - "And you believed him?". I expected a flirtatious smile or a wink, but the gesture seriously when I reply.

- "No, he did not believe him."

He looked surprised, but could not react to the arrival of Ellen.

- "Hey Jensen, I did not know if you'd come today."

- "Well, it's the first Friday that I can go since I came back." - Saw a wave of discontent in the face of the woman, but did not know he had done to deserve it, so I asked the first thing you vinor mind. - "I did not know that now rent the bar to celebrate birthdays of students." Ellen

look with a straight face and replied as he looked at some point behind Jensen. - "I do not, is the birthday of someone very dear to me."

- "What, ah come on," The Jo? ... No wait, that was in January, and yours .... " But he could not continue talking and that Ellen was separated from the bar as he looked angry.

- "Leave her alone, let it apparently was not even important enough to remember him. Jared's birthday. That's what we're celebrating. "

Jensen felt the air leave her body to remember, today was July 19, how I had not remembered?

- "He is not here."

- "Of course we are here, invited all their friends to come" .- He nodded while looking across the room .- "Oh yeah, look, next to Johnson!".

Jensen turned the whole body feeling tense while looking the picture of the boy who had only seen once since returning.